Saturday

So on Saturday night, I went to Cat's going away party with Stephanie and Christine. We bused there with Cat and Mark. When we got there, it was crowded and kind of really lame. The best part of the party was the little kittens that were lying in their bed. They were so cute. I swear I was going to steal a couple.

A few hours into the party, Vojtek arrive. I hadn't seen him since the party at the sand dunes. But guess who came with him? The police. Apparently, when someone was being picked up, their parent called the police because of the noise. So lame. So the police arrived exactly when Vojtek did and they opened the front door and demanded that we all go home unless we wanted to be charged with possession because he could smell marijuana. Then one of the owners of the house said that anyone who was under 19 or who didn't have ID had to leave. So Steph and I started grabbing our coats, but then the other owner of the house told us not to leave. He said that the police couldn't legally come into the house without a warrant, so we were okay. But we did turn the music off. After watching the police skulk around in the backyard for a while, they left and we turned the music back on. Luckily, they didn't return for the rest of the night because they said that if they did, then the owners of the house would get a $1000 fine.

At about midnight, Zach arrived at the party. I had been sitting on the couch talking to Jake and petting a kitty when he got there. He ran up to me and was like, "Hey, Raven!" I was just like, "...Hey." Jake left at that point. I don't know why, but for some reason Zach was bothering me. I think it may have been because he was trying to hold me and get all close to me as if we were together. Um... definitely not together, buddy! So I seized the first opportunity to get away from him, which was when he asked for a hit from someone's pipe. I hurried away to where Christine and Jake were. Turns out Jake doesn't like drugs either. Anyway, for the rest of the night I was kind of avoiding Zach. He was being annoying and I just wanted him to be gone. Eventually, he seemed to catch on and went to hang out with some other people. THANK GOD.

Christine told me later that Zach said to her that I've been dodging him all night. Christine said, "Then are you guys just friends?" because she knew that I didn't want to be anything more than friends with him. Unfortunately, I may have sent some of the wrong signals. But when she said that, Zach said he didn't know. Did he actually think we were more than friends already? We had only hung out like twice. And that kiss was obviously a mistake if he thought it made us more than friends. I feel stupid.

Near around 2:00am, most of the people were gone (including Zach and Cat), but Lucas, Jake, and Jacob were still there. There was also a girl named Raven there who we think was a tranny. She had no boobs and no waist. She also had really big hands and wide shoulders and was quite tall. But she had a face that looked like a girl's. And a voice that was a girl's... I still think she was a man though. Everyone else did too. And Steph said that she was for sure. I don't know how she knew though. Also, one of the owners of the house was passed out on an armchair and a couple of guys carried him to his room. It was funny.

Well, Steph went and cuddled on an armchair with Jacob. Christine was with Lucas and I was with Jake. It was kind of funny how that worked out. Christine ended up making out with Lucas right beside where Jake and I were. I was like gaping and laughing while Jake would say, "That's awesome," and then look at me expectantly. But I wasn't going to kiss him. He has a girlfriend! Bad boy. And I am NOT a fan of the PDA. But apparently Lucas was. HAHA. He didn't want to let go of Christine! It was so awkward. At one point, Jake tried to take me elsewhere but I was like nuuuuu. Also Lucas was stroking my hair at one time and Jake was like, "Mine!" and pulled me away. I was cracking up.

When Steph and Christine and I had decided the party was over, we were talking about calling a cab. The boys were like, "No! We're not done yet!" LOL. Steph went and called one anyways. Then when the cab arrived, Steph started making out with Jacob and Christine started making out with Lucas and I was just like, "AHHHHH!!!!" Poor Jake ahaha. Too bad I'm not bad. He picked me up in his arms and carried me to the front door, where I asked him to put me down because I kind of felt like I was being handled... like a child. But I know he didn't mean it like that. Anyway, Steph and Christine and I got into the cab and the boys walked off together in the other direction.

So we went back to Steph's house talking about everything along the way. The cabby must have enjoyed himself. We were pretty interesting aha. My dad had said I couldn't sleep over at Steph's house. He told me because he didn't want me out two nights in a row. But I was think that that's fucking stupid because he's always telling me to get out of his house anyway. So why in the hell would I want to stay there? I told him I was going to stay at my mom's place and she lied to him for me, saying that I was going to. But my mom said to me that my dad told her that he was actually not letting me stay at Steph's because he thought I was going to actually sneak off with some guy named Adam who used to date Anne. Um... who the hell is Adam? W...T...F. He's so DAMN STUPID. GAWD. And he had no reason not to trust me! I had never lied to him before about going out with people. GRRRRRRRRRRR. Idiot. So I slept over at Steph's anyway. Ahahaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.