Goals I've completed:
1. Bathe Lobo
24. Visit Anne in Abbotsford
50. See Scott Pilgrim VS. The World
51. Complete watching Avatar: The Last Airbender episodes
Goals I've added:
57. Make art for AE
58. Get new glasses
59. Get haircut
I'm sick. :( I have a cold and my nose is running and I'm sneezing and coughing. It sucks balls.
I'm also currently watching Repo-Men. It's a lot more interesting than I thought it would be. And Jude Law is fucking sexy.
So I'm going to try to make this blog long because I haven't blogged in a long while.
I babysat today. It was good because it was a short day. I got off at around 2:30. Also, I've become pretty darn good at MarioKart because Rory enjoys watching me play it. It's so awesome! I didn't get paid today because Colleen didn't have any money. But she said she would stop by my house later (it is now later) with money. I hope she does...
Tomorrow I'm hopefully going to get a haircut. Or the day after I will... I don't know yet. My last one was in January. Also, my glasses broke. The arm snapped off like last week while I was trying to put them on. Then my dad glued them but they broke again. Now they are re-glued until I get new ones.
I've started re-reading Harry Potter. And watching the movies. I finished the first book and started the first movie and started the second book. I've forgotten how much I love those books. :D
My sneezes have become painful. UGH THIS SUCKS.
Ooh, yay! Jude Law is topless. But he's also getting his organs ripped out...
I'm hungry. And I want to watch Harry Potter.
Blah, I'm so boring. I really have nothing to talk about. XD Sorry about the fail of a long blog.
Tuesday, August 31, 2010
Friday, August 20, 2010
Scattered Thoughts
Goals I've completed:
4. Hang out with Taryn, Merisa, and Emilie. (except not Merisa... but oh, well)
Goals I've added:
55. Complete watching High School Host Club episodes
56. Complete watching Bleach episodes
OMG I'M SO HUNGRY. AND MY HOUSE SMELLS LIKE DELICIOUS FOOD. IT'S TORTUREE!!!!! AHHH!!! *dies*
So this is a non-emo blog today, just so ya know. XD Sorry about that last one. Ha. Feelings. You know what it's like.
I seriously can't concentrate because I'm so hungry.
Ugh, I need to clean the house. I want to go visit Anne in Abbotsford and my dad said he will drive me as long as the house is clean before we leave. Which will be tomorrow around 11:00am I think. Because apparently I need to get there before 12? Because we are going to Cultus. At least that's what I understood.
HUNGRRYYYYY.
My thoughts are so scattered right now.
I got paid $100 for babysitting today! Man, it was nice holding all of those twenties in my hands. Colleen, the mother of Rory, convinced Peter, the father, to give me a raise. :DD Nice! Thanks Colleen!
Now I need to go clean the house. And kick my dad's ass in Soul Caliber III. And write my story.
So pce, short blog.
HUNGRY. BEAST. MUST. EAT.
4. Hang out with Taryn, Merisa, and Emilie. (except not Merisa... but oh, well)
Goals I've added:
55. Complete watching High School Host Club episodes
56. Complete watching Bleach episodes
OMG I'M SO HUNGRY. AND MY HOUSE SMELLS LIKE DELICIOUS FOOD. IT'S TORTUREE!!!!! AHHH!!! *dies*
So this is a non-emo blog today, just so ya know. XD Sorry about that last one. Ha. Feelings. You know what it's like.
I seriously can't concentrate because I'm so hungry.
Ugh, I need to clean the house. I want to go visit Anne in Abbotsford and my dad said he will drive me as long as the house is clean before we leave. Which will be tomorrow around 11:00am I think. Because apparently I need to get there before 12? Because we are going to Cultus. At least that's what I understood.
HUNGRRYYYYY.
My thoughts are so scattered right now.
I got paid $100 for babysitting today! Man, it was nice holding all of those twenties in my hands. Colleen, the mother of Rory, convinced Peter, the father, to give me a raise. :DD Nice! Thanks Colleen!
Now I need to go clean the house. And kick my dad's ass in Soul Caliber III. And write my story.
So pce, short blog.
HUNGRY. BEAST. MUST. EAT.
Tuesday, August 17, 2010
Angry Again
UGH. I HATE BEING MAD. IT DRIVES ME CRAZY BECAUSE I WANT TO BREAK THINGS BUT I NEVER DO. I think I'm going to explode one day. I'm so sick of all this shit. I can literally make myself cry whenever I want to because I'm so upset. One second I'll think my life is perfect and be the happiest person in the world, but the next second... my dad or my brother just has to fuck it up.
Erik's such an immature idiot. He starts fights randomly by calling me a bitch or ugly and then blames me for all of our fighting. He also farts in my face and... GAH. LIKE WTF. You're fucking 15! Grow up!
My dad's also an immature idiot! The other day in church, I was trying to open the bulletin but it was difficult because it was all folded up and shit, and then my dad tried to grab it from me. First I pulled it away so he couldn't grab it thinking what the heck is he doing? Maybe I was being possessive because I had been using it as a fan. But anyway, he tried to grab it away again and this time I smacked his hand. Sure, I smacked it. But not hard. He says I elbowed him in the chest but wtf, no I didn't. Then he stopped trying to grab it and disappeared immediately after mass was over and drove home by himself. Luckily my mom was there to drive me home. Then he said I was being a rude bitch and gave my cellphone to Erik! AND he kicked me out of the house! JUST FOR SMACKING HIS HAND.
It drives me insane! Sometimes I want to kill them and other times I just want to kill myself to be rid of this bullshit! And that'll fucking make them happy, so why not? That's exactly why actually, because it'll make them happy.
I know it sounds like I'm overreacting, but you don't know what it's like. I've had to deal with this and more for YEARS. I'm finally coming to my senses and realizing this isn't acceptable or right. SO I'M NOT GOING TO TAKE IT ANYMORE.
You know what actually? Maybe I should just take it. Not taking it doesn't seem to be working. But it's not who I am to take bullshit. But then they don't like who I am... which wouldn't normally bother me, but they're my family. All I want is their love. I don't even know if they really love me. Erik always says he doesn't, but I like to tell myself he's just being a 15 year old boy. But then he always tells Jess he loves her. My dad tells me he loves me... but now I'm having a hard time believing it if he's going to kick me out of the house and give away my phone just for smacking his hand.
Something needs to change. Maybe I should just disappear and make everyone happy. Ha. But I'm too selfish to do that. But I don't know what to do... Well, how about you stop whining Raven?
Fine.
Erik's such an immature idiot. He starts fights randomly by calling me a bitch or ugly and then blames me for all of our fighting. He also farts in my face and... GAH. LIKE WTF. You're fucking 15! Grow up!
My dad's also an immature idiot! The other day in church, I was trying to open the bulletin but it was difficult because it was all folded up and shit, and then my dad tried to grab it from me. First I pulled it away so he couldn't grab it thinking what the heck is he doing? Maybe I was being possessive because I had been using it as a fan. But anyway, he tried to grab it away again and this time I smacked his hand. Sure, I smacked it. But not hard. He says I elbowed him in the chest but wtf, no I didn't. Then he stopped trying to grab it and disappeared immediately after mass was over and drove home by himself. Luckily my mom was there to drive me home. Then he said I was being a rude bitch and gave my cellphone to Erik! AND he kicked me out of the house! JUST FOR SMACKING HIS HAND.
It drives me insane! Sometimes I want to kill them and other times I just want to kill myself to be rid of this bullshit! And that'll fucking make them happy, so why not? That's exactly why actually, because it'll make them happy.
I know it sounds like I'm overreacting, but you don't know what it's like. I've had to deal with this and more for YEARS. I'm finally coming to my senses and realizing this isn't acceptable or right. SO I'M NOT GOING TO TAKE IT ANYMORE.
You know what actually? Maybe I should just take it. Not taking it doesn't seem to be working. But it's not who I am to take bullshit. But then they don't like who I am... which wouldn't normally bother me, but they're my family. All I want is their love. I don't even know if they really love me. Erik always says he doesn't, but I like to tell myself he's just being a 15 year old boy. But then he always tells Jess he loves her. My dad tells me he loves me... but now I'm having a hard time believing it if he's going to kick me out of the house and give away my phone just for smacking his hand.
Something needs to change. Maybe I should just disappear and make everyone happy. Ha. But I'm too selfish to do that. But I don't know what to do... Well, how about you stop whining Raven?
Fine.
Sunday, August 15, 2010
ZOMG
Goals I've completed:
...NONE! OMGGG.
I've already tried making this blog, but my power went out when I was like halfway done. And it was so long! Man, I was mad.
So two days ago, I went to Anime Evolution.
ZOMG, IT WAS AWESOME. I already can't wait until next year. I've also gotten my siblings excited about going. ;P
I slept over at Tas' house on Friday night. I got there at around 8:30pm and we chilled in her room for a bit. Then we played Rockband on her Wii. Tas' little sister, Taye, joined us. I usually like playing the drums the best, but you had to hit these drums really hard to make them hit the note in the game. So it wasn't very fun. I really enjoyed singing though. And I'm good at it too. :P I liked playing guitar too. But somehow, I just prefer playing Rockband on the PS2.
After we finished playing, Tas and I jumped into Tas' pool. It was COLD. Tas jumped in with her shorts on by accident! And with her $60 in them! AHAHA. It was so funny. We only went in up to our waists. No deeper. We listened to Tas' Asian urban techno music. Ahaha. It was pretty neat. We danced and splashed around and acted like tards basically. Also, there were these two little waterproof plastic things that flashed disco lights. They were awesome! There was also a watergun thingy. After about 10 minutes, Taye joined us. She took so long to get into the pool that I sprayed her with the watergun thingy. She didn't like it obviously. Ahaha. I'm so evil. >:) After about another 20 minutes, we got out of the pool and dried off.
Back inside, we got into our pajamas and then I straightened our hair. Tas was faster then me, whether it's because she has mad hair straightening skills or I have little experience or I was trying a new way to straighten my hair or my hair is longer so it takes more time to straighten I don't know...
After that, I went on Facebook to see if Tanner had replied to the message I sent him with the info about AE. He replied that he couldn't go, although I couldn't really tell what he was saying about the reason why. So we called him and he said he couldn't go because he had only one piece of ID. We told him that Tas had gotten in one year with only one piece of ID, but neither he or his parents wanted to risk it. So we finally gave up trying to convince him to come. Both Tas and I kind of got the drift that he just didn't want to come though. But whatever.
So at like 2:30am, we decided it was time for bed. Tas and I both slept in her bed. It was big and nice. Tas is a really great person to share a bed with actually... I just realized that. Lol! She doesn't move at all during the night. Unlike Anne. Gawd. XD AHAHA. Don't worry, Anne. I still love sleeping with you. ;D Tas has some kind of fear of silence or something like that, so she kept her music on when we hopped in bed. I listened to it for about half an hour, then fell asleep. It turned off after another half an hour.
Our alarms went off at 6:00am. I got dressed first into my Misa costume and then I put on my makeup. I fixed my hair and put the little Misa ponytails into it. I definitely looked like Misa! ;D I then ate a bowl of Mini-Wheats. I packed all my crap and put it by the front door. I then waited a little while for Tas to finish up with her Manba costume. Manba is a Japanese fashion style.
When we were both ready, Tas' mom drove us to Gateway. We skytrained to Granville. Along the way, we saw a few cosplayers who were obviously heading to AE also. They got off before Granville though. It made us kind of nervous and we wondered if we should follow them, but we decided against it. After we got off at Granville, we looked in vain for a bus stop. Eventually, we asked a man how to get to UBC and he pointed the way to the bus stop. We got to the bus stop and saw that the number 4 bus went to UBC. Then we noticed that the 4 had just left! D: So we waited for about 10 minutes, getting nervouser and nervouser. Tas asked a bus driver when the 4 would arrive and he said soon. So we relaxed. About 5 minutes later, the 4 arrived. Hooray! We got on and there were four other cosplayers! As I walked past, I heard one of them say, "Ooh, Death Note!" They were talking about me. :P One of them was dressed as Naruto, another as Itachi, another as a female Naruto, and another as a colourful Misa. We talked with them and made friends. :)
Finally we arrived at UBC! We walked with our new friends for a while, then left them, saying a hearty goodbye.
It was amazing the instant connection that you feel with all of the other cosplayers there. It's like... you're all there for the same reason and know that you have something in common... it's just incredible. You can ask any person if you can take a picture of them and they will say, "Sure!" and drop all of their things and pose for you. It's AWESOME. :D I loved seeing all of the cosplays. Almost everyone was dressed up. And some of the outfits were AMAZING.
The first thing we did was look at all of the art in the Artists Villa. I think I'll get a table with Tas next year. That'd be sweet. :) We'd make a lot of $$! Ooh, I'm so excited already! I didn't buy anything because I couldn't choose! Everything was so good!
We walked around a lot and just checked out the cosplays and chilled.
We also watched a cosplay contest, in which people did stand-up, skits, poses, etc.
We ate sushi for lunch at 1:30. Tas was a beast! Ahaha. She ate twice as much sushi as I did in the same amount of time! LOL.
People stared at Tas a lot. And they didn't even care if she noticed. XD Two or three people recognized that she was Manba. Quite a few people asked to take her picture. People asked if they could take my picture too. About 5 or 6 people asked. They would come up to me and say, "Misa, can I take your picture?" I thought it was really cool how they recognized who I was, because Misa doesn't have the most outrageous outfit, but it's still pretty out there I guess.
In the AMV room, there was a game show like thing going on. They would show funny anime clips that were made and then these three people (one named Senor Cupcake and another Taco XD) would answer questions about it. It was entertaining. There, Tas' friend Katy met up with us. She is really pretty and funny and nice. I like her a lot. :)
So we finished watching the AMV thing with her and then looked at the art again. I first bought a couple of 50 cent drawings of Naruto and Sasuke for Erik and Jess. They were cute and funny and cheap! I couldn't resist. Next, I bought a 50 cent button/pin/thing with Ichigo on it. Sooo coooolll. Then I bought a couple of keychains of laminated drawings of Sora and Roxas ($4 for two).
Then, we went to the dealer's room. This was where they sold items like books, costumes, stuffed animals, etc. that are related to animes or mangas. Katy bought two stuffed classic emo teddy bears. Tas bought a yaoi badge. The last one there... ahaha.
We then went to a Japanese restaurant off of campus. It was a nice place. I liked the tea a lot. Tas and I weren't very hungry, so we shared one order of Gyoza (dumplings). But Katy was also a beast! She ate so much! I'm not even going to try to name everything she ate.
After we finished eating, we walked back to campus and chilled on a staircase for a while.
Katy walked us to the Final Fantasy Fight Tournament. But then she had to leave, so we said goodbye. The tournament was so funny! Teams of three people would fight video-game style on the stage. I wish I could have seen who won, but it was still brilliant.
After that, Tas wanted to look at the art again, so we went back to the villa, but they were packing up already. It was about 7:15 at this point.
So we left to the bus stop. We got on and sat down, waiting for the bus to leave. It was waiting for more people. A couple of shirtless guys got on and sat down behind us. They must have been on drugs or something because they were acting like idiots.
My interpretation of things:
GUY #1: So what's going on here???
LADY IN THE CORNER: It's a convention.
GUY #1: A Halloween convention???
RAVEN'S THOUGHTS: Those only happen in October, idiot.
TAS: No, an anime convention.
GUY #1: So what are you dressed as?
RAVEN: I'm a character from an anime.
GUY #1: And you?
TAS: I'm a Japanese fashion style called Manba.
GUYS: LOL.
US: *attempting to ignore*
GUY #1: So how long have you been down here?
RAVEN: Um... we got here pretty early.
TAS: Yeah, at about 9?
GUYS: Woah!
GUY #1: So what's your name?
RAVEN: Sarah.
*handshakes*
GUY #1: I'm Nigel.
GUY #2: Nice to meet you. I'm David.
GUY #1: And your name?
TAS: Michiko. Nice to meet you.
*handshakes*
So they were basically creeps. When the guy asked my name, I was like oh hell no! In my head. Aha. Didn't want him finding me on Facebook or anything. I'm glad Tas followed my lead. Her name pwned mine though. I should have said my name was Misa. :P LOL.
So we eventually got back to Gateway, where Tas' mom picked us up and drove me home, which was very kind of her.
Overall, I had a really really really great time. It was definitely worth $45. :) Next year, I hope I can go for all three days!
P.S. This blog took hours to write... because of watching Avatar episodes in between paragraphs. ;D
...NONE! OMGGG.
I've already tried making this blog, but my power went out when I was like halfway done. And it was so long! Man, I was mad.
So two days ago, I went to Anime Evolution.
ZOMG, IT WAS AWESOME. I already can't wait until next year. I've also gotten my siblings excited about going. ;P
I slept over at Tas' house on Friday night. I got there at around 8:30pm and we chilled in her room for a bit. Then we played Rockband on her Wii. Tas' little sister, Taye, joined us. I usually like playing the drums the best, but you had to hit these drums really hard to make them hit the note in the game. So it wasn't very fun. I really enjoyed singing though. And I'm good at it too. :P I liked playing guitar too. But somehow, I just prefer playing Rockband on the PS2.
After we finished playing, Tas and I jumped into Tas' pool. It was COLD. Tas jumped in with her shorts on by accident! And with her $60 in them! AHAHA. It was so funny. We only went in up to our waists. No deeper. We listened to Tas' Asian urban techno music. Ahaha. It was pretty neat. We danced and splashed around and acted like tards basically. Also, there were these two little waterproof plastic things that flashed disco lights. They were awesome! There was also a watergun thingy. After about 10 minutes, Taye joined us. She took so long to get into the pool that I sprayed her with the watergun thingy. She didn't like it obviously. Ahaha. I'm so evil. >:) After about another 20 minutes, we got out of the pool and dried off.
Back inside, we got into our pajamas and then I straightened our hair. Tas was faster then me, whether it's because she has mad hair straightening skills or I have little experience or I was trying a new way to straighten my hair or my hair is longer so it takes more time to straighten I don't know...
After that, I went on Facebook to see if Tanner had replied to the message I sent him with the info about AE. He replied that he couldn't go, although I couldn't really tell what he was saying about the reason why. So we called him and he said he couldn't go because he had only one piece of ID. We told him that Tas had gotten in one year with only one piece of ID, but neither he or his parents wanted to risk it. So we finally gave up trying to convince him to come. Both Tas and I kind of got the drift that he just didn't want to come though. But whatever.
So at like 2:30am, we decided it was time for bed. Tas and I both slept in her bed. It was big and nice. Tas is a really great person to share a bed with actually... I just realized that. Lol! She doesn't move at all during the night. Unlike Anne. Gawd. XD AHAHA. Don't worry, Anne. I still love sleeping with you. ;D Tas has some kind of fear of silence or something like that, so she kept her music on when we hopped in bed. I listened to it for about half an hour, then fell asleep. It turned off after another half an hour.
Our alarms went off at 6:00am. I got dressed first into my Misa costume and then I put on my makeup. I fixed my hair and put the little Misa ponytails into it. I definitely looked like Misa! ;D I then ate a bowl of Mini-Wheats. I packed all my crap and put it by the front door. I then waited a little while for Tas to finish up with her Manba costume. Manba is a Japanese fashion style.
When we were both ready, Tas' mom drove us to Gateway. We skytrained to Granville. Along the way, we saw a few cosplayers who were obviously heading to AE also. They got off before Granville though. It made us kind of nervous and we wondered if we should follow them, but we decided against it. After we got off at Granville, we looked in vain for a bus stop. Eventually, we asked a man how to get to UBC and he pointed the way to the bus stop. We got to the bus stop and saw that the number 4 bus went to UBC. Then we noticed that the 4 had just left! D: So we waited for about 10 minutes, getting nervouser and nervouser. Tas asked a bus driver when the 4 would arrive and he said soon. So we relaxed. About 5 minutes later, the 4 arrived. Hooray! We got on and there were four other cosplayers! As I walked past, I heard one of them say, "Ooh, Death Note!" They were talking about me. :P One of them was dressed as Naruto, another as Itachi, another as a female Naruto, and another as a colourful Misa. We talked with them and made friends. :)
Finally we arrived at UBC! We walked with our new friends for a while, then left them, saying a hearty goodbye.
It was amazing the instant connection that you feel with all of the other cosplayers there. It's like... you're all there for the same reason and know that you have something in common... it's just incredible. You can ask any person if you can take a picture of them and they will say, "Sure!" and drop all of their things and pose for you. It's AWESOME. :D I loved seeing all of the cosplays. Almost everyone was dressed up. And some of the outfits were AMAZING.
The first thing we did was look at all of the art in the Artists Villa. I think I'll get a table with Tas next year. That'd be sweet. :) We'd make a lot of $$! Ooh, I'm so excited already! I didn't buy anything because I couldn't choose! Everything was so good!
We walked around a lot and just checked out the cosplays and chilled.
We also watched a cosplay contest, in which people did stand-up, skits, poses, etc.
We ate sushi for lunch at 1:30. Tas was a beast! Ahaha. She ate twice as much sushi as I did in the same amount of time! LOL.
People stared at Tas a lot. And they didn't even care if she noticed. XD Two or three people recognized that she was Manba. Quite a few people asked to take her picture. People asked if they could take my picture too. About 5 or 6 people asked. They would come up to me and say, "Misa, can I take your picture?" I thought it was really cool how they recognized who I was, because Misa doesn't have the most outrageous outfit, but it's still pretty out there I guess.
In the AMV room, there was a game show like thing going on. They would show funny anime clips that were made and then these three people (one named Senor Cupcake and another Taco XD) would answer questions about it. It was entertaining. There, Tas' friend Katy met up with us. She is really pretty and funny and nice. I like her a lot. :)
So we finished watching the AMV thing with her and then looked at the art again. I first bought a couple of 50 cent drawings of Naruto and Sasuke for Erik and Jess. They were cute and funny and cheap! I couldn't resist. Next, I bought a 50 cent button/pin/thing with Ichigo on it. Sooo coooolll. Then I bought a couple of keychains of laminated drawings of Sora and Roxas ($4 for two).
Then, we went to the dealer's room. This was where they sold items like books, costumes, stuffed animals, etc. that are related to animes or mangas. Katy bought two stuffed classic emo teddy bears. Tas bought a yaoi badge. The last one there... ahaha.
We then went to a Japanese restaurant off of campus. It was a nice place. I liked the tea a lot. Tas and I weren't very hungry, so we shared one order of Gyoza (dumplings). But Katy was also a beast! She ate so much! I'm not even going to try to name everything she ate.
After we finished eating, we walked back to campus and chilled on a staircase for a while.
Katy walked us to the Final Fantasy Fight Tournament. But then she had to leave, so we said goodbye. The tournament was so funny! Teams of three people would fight video-game style on the stage. I wish I could have seen who won, but it was still brilliant.
After that, Tas wanted to look at the art again, so we went back to the villa, but they were packing up already. It was about 7:15 at this point.
So we left to the bus stop. We got on and sat down, waiting for the bus to leave. It was waiting for more people. A couple of shirtless guys got on and sat down behind us. They must have been on drugs or something because they were acting like idiots.
My interpretation of things:
GUY #1: So what's going on here???
LADY IN THE CORNER: It's a convention.
GUY #1: A Halloween convention???
RAVEN'S THOUGHTS: Those only happen in October, idiot.
TAS: No, an anime convention.
GUY #1: So what are you dressed as?
RAVEN: I'm a character from an anime.
GUY #1: And you?
TAS: I'm a Japanese fashion style called Manba.
GUYS: LOL.
US: *attempting to ignore*
GUY #1: So how long have you been down here?
RAVEN: Um... we got here pretty early.
TAS: Yeah, at about 9?
GUYS: Woah!
GUY #1: So what's your name?
RAVEN: Sarah.
*handshakes*
GUY #1: I'm Nigel.
GUY #2: Nice to meet you. I'm David.
GUY #1: And your name?
TAS: Michiko. Nice to meet you.
*handshakes*
So they were basically creeps. When the guy asked my name, I was like oh hell no! In my head. Aha. Didn't want him finding me on Facebook or anything. I'm glad Tas followed my lead. Her name pwned mine though. I should have said my name was Misa. :P LOL.
So we eventually got back to Gateway, where Tas' mom picked us up and drove me home, which was very kind of her.
Overall, I had a really really really great time. It was definitely worth $45. :) Next year, I hope I can go for all three days!
P.S. This blog took hours to write... because of watching Avatar episodes in between paragraphs. ;D
Friday, August 13, 2010
Anime Evolution
Goals I've completed:
35. Prepare Misa cosplay for Anime Evolution
40. Charge camera
So I'm really excited about going to Anime Evolution tomorrow!!! :DD Tonight I'm sleeping over at Tas' which will also be UBER FUN. I've never slept over at Tas' house before. I wonder where I'll be sleeping... hahaha. XD
Also, I invited Tanner to Anime Evolution! He wants to go so I hope it works out.
I'M SO EXCITED TO SEE MY FRIENDS. <3 YAYY.
I loved hearing Tas' voice on the phone. I miss her. :)
35. Prepare Misa cosplay for Anime Evolution
40. Charge camera
So I'm really excited about going to Anime Evolution tomorrow!!! :DD Tonight I'm sleeping over at Tas' which will also be UBER FUN. I've never slept over at Tas' house before. I wonder where I'll be sleeping... hahaha. XD
Also, I invited Tanner to Anime Evolution! He wants to go so I hope it works out.
I'M SO EXCITED TO SEE MY FRIENDS. <3 YAYY.
I loved hearing Tas' voice on the phone. I miss her. :)
Thursday, August 12, 2010
I'm Not a Slut!
Goals I've completed:
17. Watch episodes of South Park and Family Guy on Erik's PSP Go with him
Goals I've added:
54. Moisturize every night before bed.
Nick texted me this morning. He wanted to pick me up so that we could hook up. XD Ahahaaa. I'm nervous about being with him on my own, even though he said "We don't have to have sex. We can just make out and cuddle. :)" Maybe I'm just worried about awkwardness? And that he'll try to have sex with me obviously. And what if I don't like him? We've never even met! What the hell is with all these guys who want to hook up with me even though we've never met?! Well, it's like two guys. But still. I hate how I want to but I'm like too scared. I wish I was just one or the other. Not both. >.< It's annoying!
I asked my dad on Tuesday if I could hang out with Brandon on Wednesday, which was the next day. My dad said no... because he didn't know Brandon and "boys are bad." Fuck. Seriously? I'm 17 and I still can't hang out with guys on my own? Wtf. It's not like I would hang out with guys who I don't trust. I trust Brandon even though I've never met him... dunno why. XD
DAD: Raven, you can go hang out with guys alone when you're 18.
ME: Um... what? What's gonna change when I'm 18?
DAD: You'll be considered an adult.
ME: What the hell? So? How is being "considered an adult" gonna change who I am? How is it going to change how I act?
DAD: *ignoring me because he knows I have a point*
He does that a lot... it pisses me off.
So with these guys hitting on me and wanting to do stuff... it's making me really want to do stuff too. I don't know how though. XD Meh, oh well. It'll happen one day I guess. Hahaha. XD
Erik enjoys calling me a slut by the way just because of all of these guys hitting on me.
17. Watch episodes of South Park and Family Guy on Erik's PSP Go with him
Goals I've added:
54. Moisturize every night before bed.
Nick texted me this morning. He wanted to pick me up so that we could hook up. XD Ahahaaa. I'm nervous about being with him on my own, even though he said "We don't have to have sex. We can just make out and cuddle. :)" Maybe I'm just worried about awkwardness? And that he'll try to have sex with me obviously. And what if I don't like him? We've never even met! What the hell is with all these guys who want to hook up with me even though we've never met?! Well, it's like two guys. But still. I hate how I want to but I'm like too scared. I wish I was just one or the other. Not both. >.< It's annoying!
I asked my dad on Tuesday if I could hang out with Brandon on Wednesday, which was the next day. My dad said no... because he didn't know Brandon and "boys are bad." Fuck. Seriously? I'm 17 and I still can't hang out with guys on my own? Wtf. It's not like I would hang out with guys who I don't trust. I trust Brandon even though I've never met him... dunno why. XD
DAD: Raven, you can go hang out with guys alone when you're 18.
ME: Um... what? What's gonna change when I'm 18?
DAD: You'll be considered an adult.
ME: What the hell? So? How is being "considered an adult" gonna change who I am? How is it going to change how I act?
DAD: *ignoring me because he knows I have a point*
He does that a lot... it pisses me off.
So with these guys hitting on me and wanting to do stuff... it's making me really want to do stuff too. I don't know how though. XD Meh, oh well. It'll happen one day I guess. Hahaha. XD
Erik enjoys calling me a slut by the way just because of all of these guys hitting on me.
Tuesday, August 10, 2010
Vampires Suck
Goals I've completed:
7. Renew or return library book
36. Return Queen of the Damned to Jessica
And here are some new ones:
43. See Eclipse
44. See Despicable Me
45. See Dinner for Schmucks
46. See Inception
47. See Knight and Day
48. See The Other Guys
49. See Toy Story 3
50. See Scott Pilgrim VS. The World
51. Comlete watching Avatar: The Last Airbender episodes
52. Complete watching Naruto Shippuden Episodes
53. Watch Vampires Suck
So as you can see, I've been thinking about movies lately. Ahaha. I saw Eclipse yesterday with my dad. And I actually liked it. Like... a lot. WTF RIGHT??? The first two were SHITTAYYY. Maybe it was the new director... I think his name is David Slade? Or something like that. Anyway, I really enjoyed it. And Taylor Lautner was as sexy as ever. And Robert Pattinson stays clothed. YAY. <3 Although he does become more likeable in this movie somehow. In my opinion at least. My dad even liked it. And we both agree that the werewolves pwn the vampires. I really can't wait to see Vampires Suck! It looks hilarious!!!
7. Renew or return library book
36. Return Queen of the Damned to Jessica
And here are some new ones:
43. See Eclipse
44. See Despicable Me
45. See Dinner for Schmucks
46. See Inception
47. See Knight and Day
48. See The Other Guys
49. See Toy Story 3
50. See Scott Pilgrim VS. The World
51. Comlete watching Avatar: The Last Airbender episodes
52. Complete watching Naruto Shippuden Episodes
53. Watch Vampires Suck
So as you can see, I've been thinking about movies lately. Ahaha. I saw Eclipse yesterday with my dad. And I actually liked it. Like... a lot. WTF RIGHT??? The first two were SHITTAYYY. Maybe it was the new director... I think his name is David Slade? Or something like that. Anyway, I really enjoyed it. And Taylor Lautner was as sexy as ever. And Robert Pattinson stays clothed. YAY. <3 Although he does become more likeable in this movie somehow. In my opinion at least. My dad even liked it. And we both agree that the werewolves pwn the vampires. I really can't wait to see Vampires Suck! It looks hilarious!!!
Monday, August 9, 2010
To Do List
I haven't blogged in a while. Haha, oops. Sorry. :P
I spent all of the past three days with Anne. On Friday, we went to Playland with her brother. It was a lot of fun screaming our heads off and annoying people. We also had a lot of fun text-teasing boys. On Saturday, we went shopping at Metrotown. Anne bought so much stuff. XD Holy crap. I just bought a couple of bras and a book. We also went swimming and stared at the cute boys there. Yesterday, we baked a coffee cake and went to Hawthorne park and talked a lot. I had such a good time. I only wish I could have gone back with her to Abbotsford. But her cousins said I couldn't for a dumb reason. >:( UGH. I miss her already. And I also really wanted to meet her friend Chad, who, apparently, is amazing.
So now I'm bored with nothing to do, nowhere to go, and no one to meet. :(
I made a to do list last night. Here it is:
To Do List
1. Bathe Lobo
2. Hang out with Tanner
3. Hang out with Nanlar.
4. Hang out with Taryn, Merisa, and Emilie.
5. Hang out with Vojtek
6. Hang out with Brandon
7. Renew or return library book
8. Pay dues to library
9. Work on art piece for Nanlar
10. Work on art piece for Erik
11. Work on CD for Erik
12. Hang out with Christine
13. Go job hunting
14. Draw
15. Update iPod
16. Write story
17. Watch episodes of South Park and Family Guy on Erik's PSP Go with him
18. Complete Rockband on Erik's PSP Go
19. Clean up room and desk
20. Beat Prince of Persia
21. Complete Chapters survey
22. Get Kingdom Hearts II to start working somehow
23. Meet Chad
24. Visit Anne in Abbotsford
25. Plan sleepover for Squirettes with Anne
26. Spend less money
27. Take 7 deadly sins pictures
28. Drink more water (drink only water, milk, and alcohol)
29. Watch 30 Days of Night with someone
30. Convince Dad to give me an allowance
31. Get a new phone
32. Get Michael's number
33. Work out every night before bed to be fit
34. Stretch while watching tv to become flexible
35. Prepare Misa cosplay for Anime Evolution
36. Return Queen of the Damned to Jessica
37. Get curling iron from Mom
38. Get a bigger bookshelf
39. Buy voodoo doll for phone
40. Charge camera
41. Practice diving
42. Make shortbread cookies
So the italicised ones are the only ones I've completed... which is one. XD Ahaha. I also left out 3 from the list because they are a bit personal or I just don't want to explain them because only I can understand them. So every time I complete one of these goals I will blog it. :) Because I'm bored like that.
I spent all of the past three days with Anne. On Friday, we went to Playland with her brother. It was a lot of fun screaming our heads off and annoying people. We also had a lot of fun text-teasing boys. On Saturday, we went shopping at Metrotown. Anne bought so much stuff. XD Holy crap. I just bought a couple of bras and a book. We also went swimming and stared at the cute boys there. Yesterday, we baked a coffee cake and went to Hawthorne park and talked a lot. I had such a good time. I only wish I could have gone back with her to Abbotsford. But her cousins said I couldn't for a dumb reason. >:( UGH. I miss her already. And I also really wanted to meet her friend Chad, who, apparently, is amazing.
So now I'm bored with nothing to do, nowhere to go, and no one to meet. :(
I made a to do list last night. Here it is:
To Do List
1. Bathe Lobo
2. Hang out with Tanner
3. Hang out with Nanlar.
4. Hang out with Taryn, Merisa, and Emilie.
5. Hang out with Vojtek
6. Hang out with Brandon
7. Renew or return library book
8. Pay dues to library
9. Work on art piece for Nanlar
10. Work on art piece for Erik
11. Work on CD for Erik
12. Hang out with Christine
13. Go job hunting
14. Draw
15. Update iPod
16. Write story
17. Watch episodes of South Park and Family Guy on Erik's PSP Go with him
18. Complete Rockband on Erik's PSP Go
19. Clean up room and desk
20. Beat Prince of Persia
21. Complete Chapters survey
22. Get Kingdom Hearts II to start working somehow
23. Meet Chad
24. Visit Anne in Abbotsford
25. Plan sleepover for Squirettes with Anne
26. Spend less money
27. Take 7 deadly sins pictures
28. Drink more water (drink only water, milk, and alcohol)
29. Watch 30 Days of Night with someone
30. Convince Dad to give me an allowance
31. Get a new phone
32. Get Michael's number
33. Work out every night before bed to be fit
34. Stretch while watching tv to become flexible
35. Prepare Misa cosplay for Anime Evolution
36. Return Queen of the Damned to Jessica
37. Get curling iron from Mom
38. Get a bigger bookshelf
39. Buy voodoo doll for phone
40. Charge camera
41. Practice diving
42. Make shortbread cookies
So the italicised ones are the only ones I've completed... which is one. XD Ahaha. I also left out 3 from the list because they are a bit personal or I just don't want to explain them because only I can understand them. So every time I complete one of these goals I will blog it. :) Because I'm bored like that.
Thursday, August 5, 2010
Please...
A while ago, my little brother Erik found a lump beneath one of his nipples. He wasn't too worried, but he told our parents anyway and they made a doctor's appointment. The appointment was yesterday. I didn't go with him, but my dad did. And apparently, the doctor said it doesn't look good. They took a sample of whatever the lump is with a needle and the test results are supposed to come in sometime today. I'm kind of scared. Actually I'm really scared. I don't even want to think about what it could be or what could happen. I've had bloody nightmares about shit like this. All I can do is pray and hope for the best. And keep Erik distracted. When he came home yesterday, I could see in his face that he was terrified. My dad looked extremely nervous as well. Erik went right up to his room to be by himself. God, I feel sick just thinking about it. Please let it all be okay...
Wednesday, August 4, 2010
I'm Italian, African CANADIAN, and German???
British
[ ] You drink a lot of tea.
[ ] You know what a brolly is.
[ ] Deal or No Deal has taken over your life.
[ ] You wanted Ben to win X Factor.
[x] You use the word “bugger” or the phrase “bloody hell.”
[ ] Fish and Chips are yummy.
[x] You can eat a Full English Breakfast.
[ ] You dislike emos almost as much as you dislike chavs.
[ ] It’s football…not soccer.
Total: 2
Australian
[ ] You wear flip flops all year.
[ ] You call flip flops thongs not flip flops.
[x] You love a backyard barbie.
[x] You know a barbie is not a doll.
[x] You love the beach.
[x] Sometimes you swear without realizing.
[ ] You’re a sports fanatic.
[x] You are tanned.
[ ] You’re a bit of a bogan.
[ ] You have an australian something
Total: 5
Italian
[ ] The Sopranos is a great show.
[ ] Your last name ends in a vowel.
[x] Your grandmother makes her own sauces.
[ ] You know how a real meatball tastes.
[x] You know Italian songs.
[x] You have dark hair and dark eye color.
[x] You speak some Italian.
[x] You are under 5’10”
[ ] You know what a Italian horn is
[ ] Spaghetti is the best food in the world!
[x] You talk with your hands.
Total: 6
Spanish
[ ] You say member instead of remember.
[x] You speak Spanish or some.
[x] You like tacos.
[ ] YoU TyPe lIkE ThIs On Da CoMpUtEr.
[ ] You are dark skinned.
[ ] You know what a puta is.
[ ] You talk fast occasionally.
[x] You have had highlights or have dyed your hair.
[x] You know what platanos are.
Total: 4
Russian
[ ] You say villian as: Vee-lon.
[x] You get short tempered.
[ ] You know of somebody named Natasha.
[x] You get cold easily.
[ ] Rain is fun for you.
[ ] You get into contests all the time.
[ ] You can easily make do with the cold weather.
Total: 2
Irish
[ ] You think beer is the best.
[x] You have a bad temper.
[x] Your last name starts with a Mc, Murph, O’, Fitz or ends with a ley, on, un, an, in, ry, ly, y.
[ ] You have blue or green eyes.
[ ] You like the color green.
[x] You have been to a St.Patrick’s Day party.
[x] You have a family member from Ireland.
[ ] You have blonde hair.
[x] You have/had freckles.
[ ] Your family get togethers always include drinking and singing.
Total: 5
African American
[ ] You say nigga/nukka casually
[ ] You have nappy hair.
[x] You like rap.
[x] You know how to shoot a gun
[x] You think President George Walker Bush is racist.
[x] You like chicken.
[x] You like watermelon.
[x] You can dance.
[ ] You can ‘sing’ gospel.
Total: 6
Asian
[ ] You have slanty/small eyes.
[ ] You like rice a lot.
[x] You are good at math.
[ ] You have played the piano.
[ ] You have family from Asia.
[x] You laugh sometimes covering your mouth.
[ ] Most people think you’re Chinese.
[ ] You call hurricanes, typhoons.
[ ] You go to Baulko.
Total: 2
German
[x] You like bread.
[x] You think German Chocolate is good.
[x] You Speak some German.
[x] You know what Schnitzel is.
[x] You hate it when stupid people call you a Nazi.
[ ] You went to pre-school.
[x] You’re over 5’2
Total: 6
Canadian
[ ] You like/play/played hockey.
[x] You love beer.
[x] You say eh.
[x] You know what poutine is.
[x] You speak some French.
[x] You love Tim Horton’s.
[ ] At one point you lived in a farm house.
[ ] You watch/watched Degrassi.
Total: 5
American
[ ] You hate foreigners.
[ ] You hate non - Christians.
[ ] You’re lazy.
[ ] You are not cultured.
[x] You hate abortion.
[ ] But love the death penalty.
[ ] You don’t read.
[x] You shop at Walmart.
[ ] You think this survey is rather biased.
Total: 2
If you got the most results for British, then title this post as “I’m British”
If you got the most results for Australian, then title this post as “I’m Australian”
If you got the most results for Italian, then title this post as “I’m Italian”
If you got the most results for Spanish, then title this post as “I’m Spanish”
If you got the most results for Russian, then title this post as “I’m Russian”
If you got the most results for Irish, then title this post as “I’m Irish”
If you got the most results for African American, then title this post as “I’m African American”
If you got the most results for Asian, then title this post as “I’m Asian”
If you got the most results for German, then title this post as “I’m German”
If you got the most results for Canadian, then title this post as “I’m Canadian”
If you got the most results for American, then title this post as “I’m American”
[ ] You drink a lot of tea.
[ ] You know what a brolly is.
[ ] Deal or No Deal has taken over your life.
[ ] You wanted Ben to win X Factor.
[x] You use the word “bugger” or the phrase “bloody hell.”
[ ] Fish and Chips are yummy.
[x] You can eat a Full English Breakfast.
[ ] You dislike emos almost as much as you dislike chavs.
[ ] It’s football…not soccer.
Total: 2
Australian
[ ] You wear flip flops all year.
[ ] You call flip flops thongs not flip flops.
[x] You love a backyard barbie.
[x] You know a barbie is not a doll.
[x] You love the beach.
[x] Sometimes you swear without realizing.
[ ] You’re a sports fanatic.
[x] You are tanned.
[ ] You’re a bit of a bogan.
[ ] You have an australian something
Total: 5
Italian
[ ] The Sopranos is a great show.
[ ] Your last name ends in a vowel.
[x] Your grandmother makes her own sauces.
[ ] You know how a real meatball tastes.
[x] You know Italian songs.
[x] You have dark hair and dark eye color.
[x] You speak some Italian.
[x] You are under 5’10”
[ ] You know what a Italian horn is
[ ] Spaghetti is the best food in the world!
[x] You talk with your hands.
Total: 6
Spanish
[ ] You say member instead of remember.
[x] You speak Spanish or some.
[x] You like tacos.
[ ] YoU TyPe lIkE ThIs On Da CoMpUtEr.
[ ] You are dark skinned.
[ ] You know what a puta is.
[ ] You talk fast occasionally.
[x] You have had highlights or have dyed your hair.
[x] You know what platanos are.
Total: 4
Russian
[ ] You say villian as: Vee-lon.
[x] You get short tempered.
[ ] You know of somebody named Natasha.
[x] You get cold easily.
[ ] Rain is fun for you.
[ ] You get into contests all the time.
[ ] You can easily make do with the cold weather.
Total: 2
Irish
[ ] You think beer is the best.
[x] You have a bad temper.
[x] Your last name starts with a Mc, Murph, O’, Fitz or ends with a ley, on, un, an, in, ry, ly, y.
[ ] You have blue or green eyes.
[ ] You like the color green.
[x] You have been to a St.Patrick’s Day party.
[x] You have a family member from Ireland.
[ ] You have blonde hair.
[x] You have/had freckles.
[ ] Your family get togethers always include drinking and singing.
Total: 5
African American
[ ] You say nigga/nukka casually
[ ] You have nappy hair.
[x] You like rap.
[x] You know how to shoot a gun
[x] You think President George Walker Bush is racist.
[x] You like chicken.
[x] You like watermelon.
[x] You can dance.
[ ] You can ‘sing’ gospel.
Total: 6
Asian
[ ] You have slanty/small eyes.
[ ] You like rice a lot.
[x] You are good at math.
[ ] You have played the piano.
[ ] You have family from Asia.
[x] You laugh sometimes covering your mouth.
[ ] Most people think you’re Chinese.
[ ] You call hurricanes, typhoons.
[ ] You go to Baulko.
Total: 2
German
[x] You like bread.
[x] You think German Chocolate is good.
[x] You Speak some German.
[x] You know what Schnitzel is.
[x] You hate it when stupid people call you a Nazi.
[ ] You went to pre-school.
[x] You’re over 5’2
Total: 6
Canadian
[ ] You like/play/played hockey.
[x] You love beer.
[x] You say eh.
[x] You know what poutine is.
[x] You speak some French.
[x] You love Tim Horton’s.
[ ] At one point you lived in a farm house.
[ ] You watch/watched Degrassi.
Total: 5
American
[ ] You hate foreigners.
[ ] You hate non - Christians.
[ ] You’re lazy.
[ ] You are not cultured.
[x] You hate abortion.
[ ] But love the death penalty.
[ ] You don’t read.
[x] You shop at Walmart.
[ ] You think this survey is rather biased.
Total: 2
If you got the most results for British, then title this post as “I’m British”
If you got the most results for Australian, then title this post as “I’m Australian”
If you got the most results for Italian, then title this post as “I’m Italian”
If you got the most results for Spanish, then title this post as “I’m Spanish”
If you got the most results for Russian, then title this post as “I’m Russian”
If you got the most results for Irish, then title this post as “I’m Irish”
If you got the most results for African American, then title this post as “I’m African American”
If you got the most results for Asian, then title this post as “I’m Asian”
If you got the most results for German, then title this post as “I’m German”
If you got the most results for Canadian, then title this post as “I’m Canadian”
If you got the most results for American, then title this post as “I’m American”
Tuesday, August 3, 2010
Dogsitting
So, I'm currently dogsitting for Loops (my nickname for Looper). He has tried to hump me a lot. :S It's disturbing! So far, we've watched the movie Just Friends with Ryan Reynolds. Yumm. He lay beside me the whole time and watched most of the movie. I ate half of a cookie and he ate two dog cookies. I didn't even have to feed them to him. :D Woah, this creepy guy just pulled up into the driveway in a truck. I saw him get out of the truck, but then I left to fix the air conditioning, and now he's vanished! But his truck is still there! I'm really freaked out. Oh, well. If I die, I die I guess. Shitty way to go though.
Looper is sitting on the stairwell, watching the door. I hope he's guarding it from the creepy guy.
Kay, the creepy guy just phoned and asked if Cheryl was here. He thought she had the day off. I told him she thought she did but found out she had to go to the school. He said his name is Jeff. I think he's like Cheryl's fuck-buddy or something. Now he left. Thank God. XD
So, I have to pee really bad. I'm going to go do that. Also, I'm going to watch some more Avatar episodes!!! YAY. :DD
Ta ta!
Looper is sitting on the stairwell, watching the door. I hope he's guarding it from the creepy guy.
Kay, the creepy guy just phoned and asked if Cheryl was here. He thought she had the day off. I told him she thought she did but found out she had to go to the school. He said his name is Jeff. I think he's like Cheryl's fuck-buddy or something. Now he left. Thank God. XD
So, I have to pee really bad. I'm going to go do that. Also, I'm going to watch some more Avatar episodes!!! YAY. :DD
Ta ta!
Monday, August 2, 2010
Are All My Blogs Going to Be About Boys?
I'm so mad at my stupid cellphone! It has problems with receiving texts, so sometimes I don't get the texts that people send me. It's so frustrating! And it looks like I'm just ignoring them. *throws phone at wall* Idiot! I want a new one. :'( To get two new ones is only $25, but my dad still won't do it. GRR. *bites phone in half*
I was talking to Nick on msn yesterday and then he sent me a webcam invite. I accepted. And DAYM. He's more attractive than I thought he was. And mucho tan too. ;) I looked like poop though. But he still said I looked good. Awww! <3 So we chatted and cammed for a bit, but then he went to a movie with his brother. Bye, Nick! I want to meet him soon.
I really want to meet Brandon soon, too. This is ridiculous how I talk to these guys but I've never actually met them!
Also, I found out yesterday that Martin's girlfriend dumped him. D: I was genuinely surprised and empathetic. He was quite upset. I don't know what happened yet because he didn't want to talk about it, so I didn't push it. I feel really bad for him though.
What's with all the breakups lately???
I tried texting Glen again, but he hasn't replied. :( Crappp, he's probably forgotten me already.
Tomorrow, I'm going to petsit Looper, the dog that Jessica's looks after. Why is she not doing it? Well, Tuesdays are supposed to be Jess' day off, but Cheryl (the dog's owner) found out she had to go out that day. Cheryl didn't want Jess to have to work on her day off, so she asked Jess if there was anyone else who would do if for her. And Jess asked me, and I said HELL YEAH. As long as I get the $$. :DD
My dad just called me a bitch. What an asshole.
I'm going to go write my story now 'cause now I'm too upset to write any more here.
I was talking to Nick on msn yesterday and then he sent me a webcam invite. I accepted. And DAYM. He's more attractive than I thought he was. And mucho tan too. ;) I looked like poop though. But he still said I looked good. Awww! <3 So we chatted and cammed for a bit, but then he went to a movie with his brother. Bye, Nick! I want to meet him soon.
I really want to meet Brandon soon, too. This is ridiculous how I talk to these guys but I've never actually met them!
Also, I found out yesterday that Martin's girlfriend dumped him. D: I was genuinely surprised and empathetic. He was quite upset. I don't know what happened yet because he didn't want to talk about it, so I didn't push it. I feel really bad for him though.
What's with all the breakups lately???
I tried texting Glen again, but he hasn't replied. :( Crappp, he's probably forgotten me already.
Tomorrow, I'm going to petsit Looper, the dog that Jessica's looks after. Why is she not doing it? Well, Tuesdays are supposed to be Jess' day off, but Cheryl (the dog's owner) found out she had to go out that day. Cheryl didn't want Jess to have to work on her day off, so she asked Jess if there was anyone else who would do if for her. And Jess asked me, and I said HELL YEAH. As long as I get the $$. :DD
My dad just called me a bitch. What an asshole.
I'm going to go write my story now 'cause now I'm too upset to write any more here.
Sunday, August 1, 2010
Mas Chicos ;)
The night before last night, I went to a party at the sanddunes. I went with Steph, Cat, Amber, Jordan, and some other people. There turned out to be around 30 people there I think, but I barely knew most of them. So I was kind of bored and awkward. Jordan and this guy named Zac kept pressuring me to drink, even though I didn't want to because I didn't feel like it. Also, it was in public so if I got caught, I would be screwed. But I ended up drinking some anyway. I drank a beer, some tequila, and almost a full can of rockstar vodka (omg soooo good). I got a little over buzzed I'd say. Not quite tipsy though. Because retardedly, I am not a lightweight.
I ended up really needing to pee, so I grabbed Steph and she began leading me to the bushes. We passed these two guys who were sitting on their own and they asked us to sit down. I said, "On the way back!"
So Steph and I peed. She was quite drunk at this point. On the way back, we sat with the boys. I sat between them, and Steph sat beside the guy on my left. His name was Vojtek (pronounce VOY-teck). The other guy was named Michael. They were both cute. They were both 18. Michael was asian and Vojtek was white. Anyway, we talked for a bit about random crap and then Steph left. I was left sitting there between them. I expected it to get awkward, but it didn't! We kept talking and joking around and it was a lot of fun. We even ran about and threw sand at eachother.
Eventually, at like 2 in the morning, everyone started leaving. This was because like everyone was pissed (as in drunk off their rocker). Steph was too. She was puking. Aw, I felt so bad for her. I remember when that happened to me. It was terrible. So we spent a long time trying to figure out how we were going to get Steph home. I was sleeping over at her house, so I had to go with her. Ashley Sykes, the lesbian who has a massive crush on Steph, kept insisting on going with us even though her girlfriend wanted Ashley to go with her. Because honestly, we didn't need her there. She was just causing problems.
As we began walking down the road away from the dunes, we noticed a cruiser idling a little ways ahead of us. Breanna, Ashley's girlfriend, had stormed off earlier and we found her talking to the cop in the car. Ashley walked up to her and began talking to the cop also. Everyone else: me, Steph, Cat, Neil, Vojtek, Michael, Dezarai, and this other dude (no idea who he was), simply walked past the police. They didn't say boo. Man, we were lucky because Steph was like falling over and still feeling nauseous.
Vojtek and Michael went ahead to get Vojtek's car. It wasn't far ahead. He drove back to us and picked up Steph, Cat, Dezarai, and I. He drove us to Scott Road station. We were then picked up by Dezarai's ex-boyfriend Joe. He drove us all the way to Steph's house. It was really nice of him. So Cat, Steph, and I were dropped off and Dezarai left with Joe. Presumably to have sex with him as a thank you.
We didn't head inside right away because Steph was still feeling sick. We sat in the grass and she attempted in vain to force herself to vomit. While we were sitting there, Steph mentioned that Zac really liked Cat. Zac is a professional paintball player and has a lot of $$. He owns a hurst. SO COOL. Also, he had told Steph not to let Cat go home with this other guy because Zac knew that the other guy just wanted to use her. We all thought this was really cute, so Cat called Zac and they started having a convo on the phone. Also, Steph got a text from Vojtek saying your friend raven was kinda cute. I was a little shocked because I got the feeling that he hadn't really liked me that much. So I let Steph know and she texted that to him. He replied with why would she think that? she seemed really laid back and cool. Steph gave me her phone and I texted him saying hey this is raven. He said liess. So then I texted him on my phone and we started talking. He complimented me a lot, saying I was really easy to talk to and how he thought it was dope that I called myself retarded. It was cool. :) He's quite cute too. So now we text quite a bit.
Eventually, a security guard asked us to go inside. So Steph and I did, but Cat went to McDonald's with Zac. Steph finally vomited and we went to sleep.
The next day (yesterday), I went to English Bay with Jessica and Eric (one of her friends) at 12pm. We chilled there on the beach and tanned. Eventually, Heather and Crystal and Graham showed up. All the girls went into the water for a bit. I didn't go in all the way because it's my time of the month. >:( Gawd, how frustrating. Heather didn't go in all the way either, but Crystal and Jessica did. Jessica splashed me though. Eventuallyer, Zahra and Jordyn joined us.
When we went to get food, we passed this ice cream stand with the cutest boy ever selling them. HOLY SHIT HE WAS GORGEOUS. We all gaped. Jordyn kept mentioning wanting to get his number. So, trying to build up her courage, she went and bought an ice cream. She said, "You must be bored. How old are you? 15?" The boy protested, "16!" I thought he looked 17 or 18. Omg, he was so SEXY. He had the flippy dirty blonde hair and a white v-neck t-shirt. Also it was raining, so he was soaked. HAWT. So, we left with nothing more than we had arrived with. Except for an ice cream in Jordyn's hands. She kept going on and on about how she wanted his number. A short while later, we went back for more food. Jessica and Zahra bought hot dogs. On the way back, I was thinking 'You know what? What's the worst that could happen?"
So I walked right up to cute-ice-cream-boy and asked, "What can I get for free?"
He gave me a strange look and said, "Um... nothing. I'm sorry, I'm not allowed to give anything away for free."
"Aw, nothing?" I replied with a cute? pout. Then... "What about your number?" I smiled slightly.
He took a step back and kind of raised his hands in a "I'm sorry" gesture. "I have a girlfriend."
"Oh, okay," I said, crestfallen. I turned away, thinking he wouldn't want to give me his number if he had said that. It was cute that he was faithful though.
"But do you still want it?"
I smiled and whipped my phone out, saying, "Sure, yeah." So he gave me his number and I found out his name was Glen. OMG CUTE.
When I rejoined my group, Zahra asked if I got it and I said yep! Most of the girls crowded around me and so I told my story. :P It was funny. I felt brave and excited and cool.
Later on, when we went to pick up Matt from the station, I gave him a mini toblerone. I said, "Want a mini toblerone?" He said, "Sure. Thanks." He took it and I left.
So we watched the fireworks, which were AMAZING.
On the way home, I asked Jessica when I should text Glen. She mentioned that I didn't want him to forget me, but I also didn't want to seem desperate. So I decided to text him that night to remind him who I was, but then wait for a day and a half to text him again.
So at home, I texted him.
ME: How was the toblerone?
GLEN: Delicious
ME: Glad you enjoyed it :)
GLEN: Thank yoou
ME: Haha np. I had tons
GLEN: Awesome lol
ME: Ya i jacked them from my friend :P
GLEN: Badaass
ME: I know :) im raven btw
GLEN: Okaaaay haha
ME: Whats so funny? D:
GLEN: Noothin :p
ME: Lol. Well you must be tired so ill let you go now
GLEN: Not tired at all, but I gotta work so cyaa
ME: Have fun workingg ttyl
GLEN: You bet
>:)
I ended up really needing to pee, so I grabbed Steph and she began leading me to the bushes. We passed these two guys who were sitting on their own and they asked us to sit down. I said, "On the way back!"
So Steph and I peed. She was quite drunk at this point. On the way back, we sat with the boys. I sat between them, and Steph sat beside the guy on my left. His name was Vojtek (pronounce VOY-teck). The other guy was named Michael. They were both cute. They were both 18. Michael was asian and Vojtek was white. Anyway, we talked for a bit about random crap and then Steph left. I was left sitting there between them. I expected it to get awkward, but it didn't! We kept talking and joking around and it was a lot of fun. We even ran about and threw sand at eachother.
Eventually, at like 2 in the morning, everyone started leaving. This was because like everyone was pissed (as in drunk off their rocker). Steph was too. She was puking. Aw, I felt so bad for her. I remember when that happened to me. It was terrible. So we spent a long time trying to figure out how we were going to get Steph home. I was sleeping over at her house, so I had to go with her. Ashley Sykes, the lesbian who has a massive crush on Steph, kept insisting on going with us even though her girlfriend wanted Ashley to go with her. Because honestly, we didn't need her there. She was just causing problems.
As we began walking down the road away from the dunes, we noticed a cruiser idling a little ways ahead of us. Breanna, Ashley's girlfriend, had stormed off earlier and we found her talking to the cop in the car. Ashley walked up to her and began talking to the cop also. Everyone else: me, Steph, Cat, Neil, Vojtek, Michael, Dezarai, and this other dude (no idea who he was), simply walked past the police. They didn't say boo. Man, we were lucky because Steph was like falling over and still feeling nauseous.
Vojtek and Michael went ahead to get Vojtek's car. It wasn't far ahead. He drove back to us and picked up Steph, Cat, Dezarai, and I. He drove us to Scott Road station. We were then picked up by Dezarai's ex-boyfriend Joe. He drove us all the way to Steph's house. It was really nice of him. So Cat, Steph, and I were dropped off and Dezarai left with Joe. Presumably to have sex with him as a thank you.
We didn't head inside right away because Steph was still feeling sick. We sat in the grass and she attempted in vain to force herself to vomit. While we were sitting there, Steph mentioned that Zac really liked Cat. Zac is a professional paintball player and has a lot of $$. He owns a hurst. SO COOL. Also, he had told Steph not to let Cat go home with this other guy because Zac knew that the other guy just wanted to use her. We all thought this was really cute, so Cat called Zac and they started having a convo on the phone. Also, Steph got a text from Vojtek saying your friend raven was kinda cute. I was a little shocked because I got the feeling that he hadn't really liked me that much. So I let Steph know and she texted that to him. He replied with why would she think that? she seemed really laid back and cool. Steph gave me her phone and I texted him saying hey this is raven. He said liess. So then I texted him on my phone and we started talking. He complimented me a lot, saying I was really easy to talk to and how he thought it was dope that I called myself retarded. It was cool. :) He's quite cute too. So now we text quite a bit.
Eventually, a security guard asked us to go inside. So Steph and I did, but Cat went to McDonald's with Zac. Steph finally vomited and we went to sleep.
The next day (yesterday), I went to English Bay with Jessica and Eric (one of her friends) at 12pm. We chilled there on the beach and tanned. Eventually, Heather and Crystal and Graham showed up. All the girls went into the water for a bit. I didn't go in all the way because it's my time of the month. >:( Gawd, how frustrating. Heather didn't go in all the way either, but Crystal and Jessica did. Jessica splashed me though. Eventuallyer, Zahra and Jordyn joined us.
When we went to get food, we passed this ice cream stand with the cutest boy ever selling them. HOLY SHIT HE WAS GORGEOUS. We all gaped. Jordyn kept mentioning wanting to get his number. So, trying to build up her courage, she went and bought an ice cream. She said, "You must be bored. How old are you? 15?" The boy protested, "16!" I thought he looked 17 or 18. Omg, he was so SEXY. He had the flippy dirty blonde hair and a white v-neck t-shirt. Also it was raining, so he was soaked. HAWT. So, we left with nothing more than we had arrived with. Except for an ice cream in Jordyn's hands. She kept going on and on about how she wanted his number. A short while later, we went back for more food. Jessica and Zahra bought hot dogs. On the way back, I was thinking 'You know what? What's the worst that could happen?"
So I walked right up to cute-ice-cream-boy and asked, "What can I get for free?"
He gave me a strange look and said, "Um... nothing. I'm sorry, I'm not allowed to give anything away for free."
"Aw, nothing?" I replied with a cute? pout. Then... "What about your number?" I smiled slightly.
He took a step back and kind of raised his hands in a "I'm sorry" gesture. "I have a girlfriend."
"Oh, okay," I said, crestfallen. I turned away, thinking he wouldn't want to give me his number if he had said that. It was cute that he was faithful though.
"But do you still want it?"
I smiled and whipped my phone out, saying, "Sure, yeah." So he gave me his number and I found out his name was Glen. OMG CUTE.
When I rejoined my group, Zahra asked if I got it and I said yep! Most of the girls crowded around me and so I told my story. :P It was funny. I felt brave and excited and cool.
Later on, when we went to pick up Matt from the station, I gave him a mini toblerone. I said, "Want a mini toblerone?" He said, "Sure. Thanks." He took it and I left.
So we watched the fireworks, which were AMAZING.
On the way home, I asked Jessica when I should text Glen. She mentioned that I didn't want him to forget me, but I also didn't want to seem desperate. So I decided to text him that night to remind him who I was, but then wait for a day and a half to text him again.
So at home, I texted him.
ME: How was the toblerone?
GLEN: Delicious
ME: Glad you enjoyed it :)
GLEN: Thank yoou
ME: Haha np. I had tons
GLEN: Awesome lol
ME: Ya i jacked them from my friend :P
GLEN: Badaass
ME: I know :) im raven btw
GLEN: Okaaaay haha
ME: Whats so funny? D:
GLEN: Noothin :p
ME: Lol. Well you must be tired so ill let you go now
GLEN: Not tired at all, but I gotta work so cyaa
ME: Have fun workingg ttyl
GLEN: You bet
>:)
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