Friday, July 30, 2010

Sniffles

Wow, I just read a blog that my bestest friend of all time made dedicated to me... It made me cry. LITERALLY. I never thought I could actually cry of happiness. I never have before. I'm still sniffling. XD
I am just too in pleasant shock to think straight. That's the effect you have on me, Anne!
I don't even know what to say. I'll have to make a blog for you too one day, Anne.
Thanks for putting up with me. XD
Thank you so much for being my best friend.
I'm so blessed.

I love you.

Thursday, July 29, 2010

Lots of Ughs

I haven't blogged in two days. Wow. Clearly this "blog every day" thing isn't going to work. XD How depressing. Man, I really thought I'd be able to do it this time. Ahh well. Who cares anyway? :P
Kayy, so apparently I misunderstood about how much I was being paid to babysit. I thought I'd be getting $210 a week, but when they said $210, they really meant for the whole month! LIKE WTF. SERIOUSLY??? That's approximately $4.28 an hour. OMG. *shoots self* Fuck my life. I figured this out because they asked me to work for 5 days straight at the end of August for around $150. This made me realize that if they were planning to pay me $150 for 5 days, they wouldn't be paying me $210 for 2 days, which is why they've only been giving me $60 a week. Ughhh. *cries* *kills self* *cries in grave* If I had known I'd only be getting $60 a week, I still would have taken the job though. :P 'Cause I need money. BADLY. For Spain.
But actually... Shannon said she's going. And she even said that her parents might help pay for me! OMG I SO HOPE THAT'S TRUE. She wants to go together with me. So that'd be cool! Anne could come too! I know Shannon can be nasty, but she is still the sweetest girl ever and I really love her.
So, my phone has been dying really fast. I had no idea why, because it usually lasts so long. I had been wondering if it was because of all the texting I'm doing BECAUSE I GOT UNLIMITED TEXTING OMG YESSS. Ma dream come true! :DD Not really. :P So anyway, I was wondering if it was dying so quick because of all the texting, but then my dad said that the phone has to be off when you charge it... OMG. I'm so stupid. XD Now my phone keeps beeping at me, telling me it needs to be charged. But my dad jacked my charger for his phone because he lost his. Ughh. >.<
I have to make dinner now. I don't know what I'll make... maybe grilled cheese and bacon? OMG YES.
I'm excited!
Ta ta for now!

Monday, July 26, 2010

Didn't Blog Yesterday!

Shitttt. :( I forgot to blog yesterday. DAMMIT. Oh, well. It was bound to happen sometime anyway. I guess it was because I spent the whole day with my cousins.
Shannon and Daniel slept over Saturday night. So yesterday morning, we were woken up at 9:30 by music that my dad had put on the night before also. It made me so mad! I don't like being woken up!
Shannon (who had slept in my bed with me) and I got up and got ready for church. My dad put on Alice in Wonderland while we got ready.
We went at 11:15. I was with my dad, my bro, Daniel, Shannon, Granny, and Grandad.
After mass, we came home and ate lunch. My dad made soup for everyone. Daniel dubbed it the "good old everything soup," because it had a bunch of crap in it that doesn't belong in soup. Ahaha. XD It was still good though.
After lunch, my dad put on the rest of Alice in Wonderland. After watching it, he started to put on another movie, but both Shannon and I wanted to do something else. My dad put on Wanted, which is a movie I love. So I kind of ended up watching it? Shannon disappeared a partly into it. She came back eventually, saying that we needed to leave to Grandma Rodman's house (where her parents were staying) because it was already 1:30. I told my dad so we left. It took a while though.
In the car before we left (my dad was locking up), Shannon said to Daniel that they should have skytrained home earlier. I was like ??? so I asked her why. She said, "I didn't want to watch some stupid movie." I was majorly appalled. So I said, "Well, that's not rude..." with lots of sarcasm. She said, "It was a nice day! We should have gone out or something." So I said, "Then you should speak up. We can't read your mind, you know." It made me really angry. Like now she's blaming me for not telling me that she didn't want to watch a movie? I did want to watch it, but if she had come up to me and said she didn't want to watch it and could we go do something else, I wouldn't have hesitated. We would have gone and done something else.
That reminds me of the time last summer when Shannon, Jess, and I were in Shannon's van, waiting for her parents to do something. I put my legs against the back of the seat in front of me and they drew Shannon's attention. She said, "Your legs are so skinny." I rolled my eyes and said that I knew that already. Then she said, "You should really gain some weight." This sparked a flame of anger in me. So I demanded, "Why? As long as I'm healthy-" But I was cut off by Shannon saying, "It's disgusting." I instantly froze, thinking what the fuck did she just say? I don't know what I was waiting for because I just sat there, unmoving for like a minute. Maybe I was just in shock! After that minute, (Shannon had resumed talking with Jessica), I began tearing up. I could not believe that she had just said that! Shannon?? SHANNON SAID THAT???? So I turned away and looked out the window, tears streaming down my face. I couldn't help it. I kept telling myself to stop, but just couldn't. I was still stunned that she could say something like that to me. Eventually she noticed and did the whole innocent bambi-eyed look. "Raven! What's wrong?" I ignored her, still concentrating on getting myself to stop crying. She kept pestering me, but stopped after a while. Shannon's parents returned and we drove back to where we were staying (I don't remember where it was XD). Fortunately, they didn't notice my tear-streaked face. Inside, Shannon went to do something and Jess asked me what the problem was. I told her and she went to Shannon. She returned a while later, saying that Shannon didn't remember saying that! WTF. I pointed to my face saying, "Do you really think I imagined it???" Jessica tried telling me it wasn't a big deal, but I said that I had enough people letting me know my body was disgusting and I didn't need my own cousin saying it to me. Shannon apologized although she still didn't remember *eye roll*, so we hugged and made up although I can't say I've forgiven her. Shannon is the kindest, sweetest person on the planet, but when she decides to be mean, she's fuckin' nasty!
I love my family, but each and every one of them pisses me off a LOT. Except Sean and Chris and Jonathan.
Anyway, yesterday we went to a Caribbean festival where we met Shannon and Daniel's parents, Uncle Patrick, and Sean. It was a neat festival I guess, I just wasn't in a good mood because of Shannon saying what she did in the car. I got mini-donuts and a strawberry smoothie though. T'were delish. :3
At 4:00, we left the festival and went to Grandma Rodman's house. We played cards until dinner, which was delish also. While playing cards, my dad put henna on my leg and on Shannon's shoulder. Mine is like flowers with vines and leaves. Shannon's was a cool design that had her name hidden in it.
Erik and I wanted to sleep over at Grandma Rodman's house so that we could spend more time with Shannon and Daniel. So we asked my dad and Shannon's parents and everyone said it was okay. YAY!
Then Shannon, Daniel, Erik, and I went to a nearby park. We swung on the swings and played grounders on the equipment. We eventually got bored and headed back.
At the house, we played keep away with a soccer ball with Sean for a while. Then my dad left, along with my grandparents and Uncle Patrick.
Back inside the house, we played Queens, another card game. Then at 10, we went to watch a Around the World in 80 Days. That was the first movie I saw with Jackie Chan I think. It's ooollldddd.
After the movie, it was time for bed. I borrowed Shannon's extra pjs, I brushed my teeth with my finger, and I washed my face with handsoap.
We were woken up this morning by my Uncle Rick, Shannon's dad. I got changed into my clothes from the day before and borrowed Shannon's makeup powder. She doesn't wear a lot of makeup so I couldn't cover my blemishes and all that important stuff. D: I was thinking about bringing my makeup, but of course I didn't. XD
After all the Rodman's got packed and ready, we left. They dropped us off at home and then left for Nelson. My grandparents and Uncle Patrick also left for home. Bye, bye!
Then I played my new Avatar game with Erik. I completed it already. Too fast! :( Then I came on the computer and here I am!
I ate a pickle.
Yum.
I want dinner.
Where's Dad?
He went for a walk.
When's he coming home to make dinner?
No idea.
D:

Saturday, July 24, 2010

Cousins and Parties

Blog time!!! YAY.
Right now, Shannon and Daniel are here at my house. They're going to sleep over. :DD Finally, their parents let them. >.> Shannon's looking through my dad's yearbook, Daniel is playing on Erik's PSP Go, Erik is playing video games on the tv, Dad is out dropping off Jessica at Mom's house, Grandad is doing a crossword on my dad's favourite couch, and Granny is outside with Bailey (her dog), trying to get her to take a crap. Dunno why I said all that. It was unnecessary.
Guess I'm just bored. XD
Well, Grandma Rodman's 90th birthday party wasn't too bad. We went to a Chinese restaurant and there was like a lot of people there, waiting for Grandma Rodman to arrive. It was a surprise party. And I was shocked at how many people there was! There was a really cute waiter, by the way. He was Asian (:P) and had BLOODY SEXY HAIR. It was niceee. I stared at him a lot. XD
Today we went to the mall and Dad bought me a video game about the Last Airbender. I've played a bit of it. It's darn fun so far. And it was only $3.99! Sweeeettt.
Well, my dad just got home from dropping off Jessica. So I'm going to get off the computer because he's probably going to kick me off soon. >:(

Friday, July 23, 2010

Damn, Dad's Home

Dammit! My dad is home. Along with Erik, my little brother. I don't mind seeing Erik, but my dad has already managed to piss me off. He's so angry all the time! I don't fucking get it.
Well anyway, I slept at my mom's house last night. This afternoon we went to the mall and I bought some new liquid makeup. I also got a new cosmetics bag/case/thing because mine is too small to fit all of my makeup. XD
My mom wanted to do a load of laundry at my house before my dad got home, but when we arrived, he and my bro were already here. Too bad for you, mom! LOL.
Eventually, my grandparents arrived here, along with my uncle. I was working on a drawing then that I had been working on for a while. They all took time to admire and praise it. Aww, thanks guys. :3 It is pretty good, if I do say so myself. :DD I finished it today too. Yay!
Speaking of art, I'm going to make Erik a painting for his birthday. I don't want to spend a lot of money because I'm saving up for Spain, so I thought I'd just draw/paint him something. I also think I'll make him a CD... I hope he doesn't read this. XD
So, my dad got a phone call from Sean, my cousin, who said he was going to come here so that my dad and him could go to the bar together. He also said that Shannon and Daniel might come. I got excited obviously! I really want to see them. But then he arrived here by himself. I was happy to see him too because apparently we hadn't seen eachother for years??? According to him, but it doesn't feel that way to me. But I was still disappointed that Daniel and Shannon weren't here too. Their parents had refused to let them come for some dumbass reason. Apparently, they think we've become a "failure" family. Um... what the fuck? That pissed me off. Also, Erik and Dad said that they were being complete homophobes on the vacation. Homophobes sicken me. How could they condemn people just for liking something that they don't? It's ridiculous! Well, it was only Shannon and her parents being homophobes. Sean, Daniel, and Chris weren't. I'm glad Daniel isn't a homophobe. Shannon thinks that gay people actually have like mental conditions and fucked up brains. WTF. Ugh, it makes me so mad. I'm going to change the subject now before I get too angry.
Tomorrow is my Grandma Rodman's 90th birthday party. I'll get to see them there. I hope it's fun. I hope Grandma Rodman lives to be 100. Then she'll get a letter from the Queen! How exciting! I want to live to be 100. At least. :P
So I went on Facebook and found out that Nick and his girlfriend broke up! OMG. They've been together so long! It's sad. :( I asked him what happened in a text but he hasn't replied yet. Aw.
I have a headache. >.<
I'm going to go play some dorky games or something now.
Pce.

Thursday, July 22, 2010

So Grateful

So last night I ended up going to the fireworks with Stephanie and some of her friends who I like. I remember sitting at the computer all alone and trying to figure out what to do. And I really wanted to hang out with friends so I started texting people and finally Steph said that I could chill with her and her buds! I was like YAY. <3
So then I walked to Steph's house at 4:50. When I got there, I went up to her window and looked in. She saw me and jumped. Apparently, she had been thinking about killing people (no, she's not a murderer) and thought I was a dead person. Thanks, Steph. XD Ahaha, no it's funny.
So she let me in and then fed me dinner. :3 I had a tv dinner of mac and cheese. It was pretty decent. While I was eating, Oliver (a friend of hers who is obvs into me) arrived. He ate a couple of toaster pancakes smothered in syrup. Eww, I hate syrup. So sweet and disgusting. >.< Steph ate toast.
Then at around 6:00, we walked to Surrey Central station and there met Cat, Amber, Jordan, and Desire. We skytrained to Burard. Steph kept checking to see if there were any ticket-checker people (security according to Jess. Gawd, does it matter???) because she didn't buy a ticket. :P So naughty.
When we got off the train, we walked to English Bay. Some people got Subway along the way. I was really hungry, so I ate some of Oliver's sandwich. XD Don't worry, he offered! It took us a while, because the beach was incredibly crowded, but we eventually found a good place on the grass. It was nice and we had room.
After a while of sitting around, some of us got hungry and thirsty so we decided to go to Mac's. While Oliver and Jordan manned the area, the girls all went to Mac's. On the way there, we met up with Gage, his girlfriend Jesse, and his brother Riley. I bought a bag of ketchup chips at Mac's.
After, we all headed back to Oliver and Jordan. When there, this creepy lesbian kept hitting on Steph and it was really irritating. I wanted her to fuck off. Also, she had a girlfriend. Who was right there. Like, wtf.
I finished off both Cat's and Amber's slurpees. XD I was pretty hungry.
At around 10, the fireworks started. These fireworks are a kind of competition between countries? I'm not sure, but it was the USA's fireworks that day. This Saturday is Spain, next Wednesday is Mexico, and next Saturday is China. I'm hopefully going to Mexico Day, because I'm Mexican. I also want to go to China because hello??? They invented fireworks! It's sure to be awesome. The USA's were okay. Good, I guess. But not amazing. There were some cool spiral ones though.
After the fireworks, the lesbian (who was smashed at this point), dragged Steph to the bathroom and tried to kiss her there. WTF. Dumb bitch. Disgusting. I feel bad for her girlfriend, who was really nice.
Everyone wanted to go to Gage's house and grab a bottle of vodka then. I was unsure because I had to work the next day. Early-ish. I decided to go ahead and do it, but then my mind changed when we arrived back in Surrey at like 1:00am. I had to wake up at 9:00am. So I decided to be smart and go to bed. After one thing...
I bought some crispy chicken snack wraps with spicy buffalo sauce at McDonald's. I always get them because they're delicious! And I was still hungry. Yep, believe it.
I was sleeping over at Steph's house, so we decided she would let me in her house and then I would go to sleep while she and the rest went out to party.
So Steph and I hopped into Oliver's car and he drove us to Steph's. It wasn't far, but at least we didn't have to walk around in Whalley at night. I loved the sound his car made! It only made those noises because his muffler was broken, but they were beautiful rumbling noises. It sounded like the strength that you hear in muscle cars. Gorgeous. He also sped. A lot. I loved it. I have no idea why. Maybe it was the rush, but ohhhh... it felt so good! *orgasm* I love cars. <3
When we arrived at Steph's, all three of us got out. Oliver gave me a hug and then Steph let me in. She was being all accommodating and sweet, telling me what was where and things like that. I <3 her a lot. She was also really worried that she was being mean and cruel by ditching me at her house alone, but I was actually completely fine with it. I just needed to sleep because of work the next day and I would have felt bad if she stuck around just because of me. So I was glad that she went out to have fun.
Once she left, I got changed into my pj's and sat in her second bed, eating my snack wraps and reading. It was nice. Then I brushed my teeth and washed my face. I returned to the bedroom, read one more chapter, made sure my alarm was set, and turned the lights off. It was about 2:00am at that time.
Half an hour later, Steph came in??? I had been asleep for like 2 minutes I think. She woke me up by accident, but it wasn't bothersome because I wasn't all groggy and shit since I had only been asleep for 2 minutes. I asked her what happened and she said that they couldn't get the vodka because it had belonged to Gage's mom and she was home so she wouldn't let them take it, even if they were going to pay her back. Aw, too bad. So they just chilled for a while and then all went home. I still hope they had some fun. Right after I finished talking to Steph, I fell asleep. XD
First, I woke up at around 5am. Then at like 7am. Then 8am. Then 8:30am. Then like 8:45am. >.< UGH. Then finally at 9am, my alarm went off. It was really annoying how I woke up so much. It happened probably because my body was aware that I didn't exactly trust my alarm to work because I had never used my new cellphone as an alarm before. I always use my ipod.
Which I just remembered is still on and has been since like 5... better turn that off soon. If I remember. XD
Then I got ready and walked to work, which is only like a 4 minute walk from Steph's house.
I had a very good babysitting day. It was low-key and just really nice. Rory and I spent a lot of time looking at her art, drawing on her etch-a-sketch, colouring, and drawing. Holy shit. I just realized why I had such a good time. We did art all day! Ahaha. Awesome. I'm really glad that Rory really loves art.
Her parents came home late, but I was fine with that because we were colouring. I got a ride home and $60.
At home, my mom was there sitting in her truck. She made me dinner of roasted chicken, tv dinner noodles, and salad. It was delish.
After dinner, I really wanted to hang out with someone, but I couldn't think of anyone I wanted to hang out with who wasn't out of reach or busy. So I decided to call Nanlar. Just because I hadn't talked to her in a long time, and I wanted to ask her to hang out either tomorrow or next week. AND OMG, SHE ANSWERED HER PHONE. She never answers! Anyway, I was sooooo happy and we had a good long conversation. I love her SO MUCH. She couldn't hang out any time soon though because of summer school and she was sick. D: So I told her we are definitely hanging out next month. :P She wasn't getting away from me! Maybe I'll see her at the China fireworks, which she is going to. I'm really, really glad that I got to talk to her.
I am so grateful that I have so many amazing friends. I'm incredibly lucky. :')
Good long blog today. I enjoyed writing this.
Hope you like reading it, Tas and Anne. :) I love you guys!
<3

Wednesday, July 21, 2010

Royally Pissed

Well, from the title you may have guessed that I am royally pissed off. I logged onto msn at around 2:30 and I instantly get a message from Martin saying that he's being dragged to the fireworks by some guy friends so he can't make it.
To be honest I'm not that surprised. Men are so fickle. But still, I'm quite angry that he didn't at least call me earlier to let me know so that I could have made other plans. Now I'm home alone, bored, with nothing to do.
He asked if I was free tomorrow, but I'm working tomorrow. He asked if I was free Friday, but I'm probably going camping with Anne. And he asked if I was free Saturday, but I have my Grandma Rodman's 90th birthday party to attend. Well, serves you right Martin.
Gawd, I'm so stupid. This is probably for the best anyway. Now I won't end up doing something I regret and he won't end up cheating on his girlfriend.
But why am I so disappointed? Maybe it's because I was dumb enough to clean up the whole house so it wouldn't be a pigsty when he came over and I made myself look all nice. What a wasted effort. I also lied to my mom, telling her that I was going out with some friends so that she wouldn't come over while Martin was here. Frick, I do all this stuff for him and then he just ditches me on a whim. I probably deserve it anyway...
Now I'm trying to find something to do. Ugh. Currently I'm texting people to see if they're busy. No replies yet. >.>
Well, that's what I get I guess.
Now I'm going to go sulk and feel sorry for myself, while actually knowing I got what I deserve.

Tuesday, July 20, 2010

$_$

Hey, folks!
I've been watching a lot of Avatar: The Last Airbender episodes today. Well, I'm about to watch the 9th episode soon. I guess that's not that much? They're about 22 minutes each. So I've watched... what's 22 multiplied by 8?... you know what? Figure it out yourself. I don't want to do math. XD Anyway, I've only watched 8 episodes, but this anime is the funniest anime I've ever watched. It's hilarious. My sister says the same thing.
Early this morning, my friend Steph called me and asked if she could come over and borrow my shower. There was something wrong with hers obviously. So she came over and I really enjoyed seeing her. I <3 her a lot! She also made me a grilled cheese sandwich for lunch. It was delish! After her, Jess, and I all showered, we headed to the mall to go shopping. :DD I got a new pair of flip flops and Jess got a wallet, tampons, and drugs (Tylenol). XD Steph didn't buy anything. I originally walked to the mall in high heels (really old ones) and I didn't realize how small they were. I got so many blisters. I popped them and it was really disgusting. Now the backs of both my ankles have ginormous bandages on them. While at the mall, we bumped into my mom and then we went to Rodgers and Jess got a new phone. It's gorgeous! I'm so jealous. I got her old one. It's ugly. But it works. XD I just wish I had unlimited text or something. It's so shitty. It's like not having a phone at all. I can barely use it.
OMG I ADORE THE SONG ONE LIFE STAND BY LONGO AND WAIWRIGHT FT. CRAIG SMART. I LOOOVVVEEE SINGING TO IT. It just came on my hit list channel. :3
I have absolutely nothing to talk about. *sigh*
Tomorrow I'm hanging out with Martin. I lied to my mom and told her I was hanging out with other people because I know she'd be uncomfortable if I was with Martin alone. Besides, she's starting to think I'm like a whore or something. Umm... mom? I'm not like you. >:( So then she'd think I'm doing stuff with him! Which hopefully I won't be.
Anyway, I'm sick of talking about him.
Since I started babysitting, I've added $100 to my bank account! I've kept $20 in my wallet. They owe me a lot though. Let's see... I've worked two weeks. And I'm supposed to get $210 a week. And they've given me $60 each week. So they owe me $300 for that. Plus I've worked half a week (one day), so that's another $105 on top of that. They owe me $405 dollars right now. XD I hope they pay up everything by the end of the month.
Blagh, I'm gonna go play Big City Diner now. XD
:P

Monday, July 19, 2010

When Will My Titles Stop Being So Dumb?

I'm getting bored of not getting any comments. >.< It's nice to know you're writing these blogs for a purpose, and when you get comments then it seems as if there is a purpose. Man, I wish Tas and Anne would read my blog more. I read all of theirs. But I guess they don't post everyday. Or even every week. XD
Today I babysat again. I've been starting to realize that Rory says a lot of really dirty things, but obviously doesn't realize they're dirty. Then I start cracking up and she just smiles a little confusedly. It's pretty hilarious. I wonder if I'll still know her when she becomes a teenager? Probably not. But that'd be cool to see how much she would have grown up.
My sister, Jess, came to sleep over tonight. I'm on the computer blogging right now and she's on the couch beside me on her laptop. She's playing a game called Big City Diner. I told her to play it because I found it fun and really addicting. You should check it out too. :D We're also listening to music on my i-pod touch. Currently, it is Rude Boy by Rihanna. For some reason I want to type it whenever the song changes. But I don't think there will be enough song switches for it to be interesting... wow, I'm retarded. Ignore me. XD Nevermind, don't. Comment. 'Cause this is getting boring. Not really actually. I like writing a bunch of shit. It's kind of like a diary, but not a lot of really personal stuff. I guess I get pretty personal? Sorta. Wow, I went really off topic in this paragraph... I'll stop now.
Tomorrow, my sister and I are going to the mall so that she can spend the $300 she has in her pocket! :DD She's so cool. She said she'd buy me lunch and maybe even a book. I <3 her. *sings Madonna's Material Girl*
-song change to Imma Be by Black Eyed Peas-
I really like the song Nightmare by Avenged Sevenfold. It's a metal band, but I like any type of music as long as it's good. Anyway, the new music video for Nightmare is quite freaky. Apparently, it's all about the death of the drummer of the band (ODed of course). It's scary. My friend, Doug, almost cried when he watched it because the drummer was his idol. I can't picture him crying. :S
I wish my printer worked... I don't even know why. I have nothing to print. :P That was random. I guess it's 'cause I just looked at my printer.
The day after tomorrow I'm supposed to hang out with Martin. He hasn't been on msn lately and I still have to ask him what time he is going to come over and I need to give him my address. If it's still happening. :S I'd be upset if it wasn't because then I wouldn't be able to hang out with him again for a really long time. And it's already been like a year since we last hung out. Gayyy.
So my dad called today. Finally. Not that I care. My mom does. He's at my grandparents' house already. So he and Erik only spent like 3 days in Nelson... retarded much? But that's because the family that they were staying with were going to Salmon Arm anyway. I talked to my Granny on the phone. She misses me a lot and demands to see me sometime this summer. I love her. :') I'm going to see her at my Grandma Rodman's 90th birthday. :O So old! But she's still kicking good. :) I'll be sad when she dies. I'll cry definitely. I also talked to my cousin Shannon on the phone. Who also misses me. :P She had been tanning all day, or so she says. It made me slightly relieved because that means I'm not the only demented girly (demented because of risking cancer to get a tan). Except she used sunscreen... I didn't. XD But that's because I don't tan when I use sunscreen! Speaking of tanning, I did more today. I got more of a tan on my back now. Why does my back always tan perfectly but I always burn like a bitch on my front? Like, wtf.
-forgot to mention song change to When You Say You Love Me by Josh Groban, but turned the ipod off anyway to watch Memoirs of a Geisha with Jess... finally-
I still haven't worked on my story yet. Ughh, my idea isn't... what do you call it?... developed enough. There we go. I need to ponder it over more. Preferably when I'm not falling asleep. XD Maybe that's my problem. Bahaha. I should really make an outline. But I find my writing becomes more restricted when I do that. And I don't like having boundaries. I feel more free with no outline.
Well, I'm going to go watch Memoirs of a Geisha now.
Pce, I'm outty.
<3

Sunday, July 18, 2010

*Requires Topics*

Hey there! How are you? Oh, no one's reading this?? I knew that. XD
Anne isn't reading it because her laptop got busted up. Which sucks! I can't believe the screen of her laptop cracked just because it was in her bag. Wow, how retarded.
Anyway, nothing to talk about again. *sigh*
Maybe I'll do the 5 topics thing again. Okay! :D
1) Justin Bieber
2) What I Did Today
3) Work
4) Tanning
5) My Story
Here we gooo...
Justin Bieber
I have Bieber Fever. XD Gotta admit. Okay, there's no denying he's cute! He's also very talented. If you say he can't sing, there is literally something wrong with your brain. Or you are choosing to lie for some reason. If you don't like his music, that's a plausible excuse. But he can sing and he can dance and he is adorable. So shut up.
What I Did Today
First, I woke up early again. >.< But I absolutely refused to open my eyes! I could just tell it was early. Then I fell asleep again! YES. Then I woke up at 11:00 am. I'm glad I slept in because I have to wake up early again tomorrow at 7:00 am. Ughish. Then I ate breakfast, brushed my teeth, and went on the computer. I then did some cleaning around the house and my mom came over. I ate soup from a soup cup and then my mom and I watched the Shawshank Redemption. I had forgotten how good that movie was! I <3 it. After I went on the computer again, then we went to mass. I like 5:00 mass. It's nice. :) Then we came home and ate dinner (bacon ZOMG YUM). Then I went on the computer again and watched some Family Guy and here I am. Except now I'm not watching Family Guy, I'm listening to my hit list music channel.
Work
Yep, I have work tomorrow at 8:30 am. Then again on Thursday. What time? Dunno yet. >.> Anyway, it's going good. Rory is a sweetie, but it's still really dull hanging out with a energy-filled 5-year old. I enjoy swimming the best probably because I can tan and her friends are often swimming with her so I don't have to entertain her. Once June ends, I won't have to babysit her like this anymore. THANK GOD. The money is nice though. Well, it will be. When I get it. >:( In August, Rory and her family are leaving somewhere for 3 weeks and they were wondering if I would feed their fish while they were gone. I was like sure! If it'll make me money! $_$ Haha, that's me. Always thinking about the big bucks. They said I could housesit if I wanted too... but I was like yeah... no. Not interested. :) Unless that'll make me money..? Haha!
Tanning
Yesterday I went outside in the afternoon to tan. I got a massive burn though! On my chest and stomach. GRR! STOP BURNING ME, SUN! TAN ME! I just hope it turns into a nice tan. It looks pretty retarded right now though. XD Now I just need to burn my back so it matches! LOL. Just kidding.
My Story
So I was coming up with ideas for my story in mass again. XD I'm so bad. But I came up with an idea! YES. Now I can continue writing. I had writer's block for a couple of days. So, remember how I mentioned my friend Ashley was finishing up her story? I just found out my friend Emilie finished hers. And it's 257 pages... and she's only been working on it for 2 years. WTF. I've been working on mine for 3 years and I've only got 19 pages!!! D': It's not my fault though. >:( ARGH. I'll just have to work on it more. *sighhh* I don't know why it bothers me so much. I guess I want to finish mine early so that I can get it published while I'm young or something. XD That'd be awesome to be a young author. Like there was this 12-year old who got 2 books published from Korea... bitch. Jokes jokes! Hahaaha.
Anyway, those were my topics for today. Haha. Maybe I'll actually have something interesting to talk about one day...

Saturday, July 17, 2010

Random and Boring

My internet is being an asshole today. I hope nothing happens because my dad isn't here to fix it.
So I went outside and soaked up some Vitamin D today! I loooovveee tanning. I got some burns, which will turn into tans. I just hope I don't get skin cancer. D:
Nothing to talk about today. Geez. How boring. I'll definitely have something to talk about after Wednesday though. Or maybe not. *shrug* On Wednesday I have plans to hang out with Martin. He's going to sleep over too. I really don't intend to do anything with him. I still hope he doesn't try anything either. He says he won't... and I trust him, even if no one else does. But I still wonder if this is a good idea? But I want to... Oh, whatever. It'll be an adventure. :D
I just hit another wall in my story. I'll have to come up with ideas tonight while I'm lying in bed.
My chest is really hot. Because it's burnt. My arms are burnt too. And my legs. And my stomach. XD Tomorrow I'll have to tan my back.
Wow, my blogs are really random and boring. They even bore me! But whatevs. I'm just glad that so far I've done one every day!!! :DD There'll be a day when I can't though. :( Suckish. But oh well. I'm proud of myself so far.
I think I'll go and watch Family Guy now. Or read Jude. I'm almost finished it already because I was reading it while tanning. Or maybe I'll put on a movie?
GAHGAHBLAHBLAHHAHAJAJA. Stupid.
;D

Friday, July 16, 2010

Arrested Development

My mom can't pronounce "Arrested Development." ... BHAHAHAHAAHHAHAHAHAHAAA!!!! What a dope. She bought me a shirt. I love her. Now she's taking it back because she's mean. She's yelling at me. It hurts my heart. D: She's laughing at my pain. She's literally throwing her head back and laughing her ass off. Now she's blaming me for all of her problems. She can't even say "rap." She's telling me to shut up. Now she says I am a tattle-tail and unbelievable. She says I'm just like my father. Now she's chewing her gum very obnoxiously. She doesn't even chew with her mouth closed. Now she's asking me why she should. Um... maybe because it's polite?? She's demanding that I don't post this. I think I'll trick her into thinking I erased it. Now she's belching without covering her mouth. She said she did with the newspaper, which is practically miles away from her face. Now she wants to see the money that I earned today. Why? I think she wants to steal it. Now she's demanding that I pay for a gift she bought me. Now she's making Grudge noises.
I totally just tricked her. :P
She said that she'll take the gift she got me (the shirt) away if I post this on the internet. She's so ignorant. How will she ever know??
MUAHAHAHHAAAA.
Yes, that is my blog for today. Short and boring? Suck it.
Gawd she just belched again. Ewww.

Thursday, July 15, 2010

Blahblahblah?

Time for my blog today.
Oh, weird!! The font is different this time. And so's the layout! I don't like it... Whaaat. You can't change the font either anymore. This is retarded! I am unhappy! Grr.
So, this morning at around 11:30, my dad and brother left to go to Salmon Arm, where my grandparents live. They are going to stay there for about a week and then go to Nelson to visit my cousins. I wish I could have gone with them. But I have to babysit. :( Tomorrow I have to get up at 7 am to go babysitting at 8:30! Ugh. At least I will bring my swimsuit this time and I can tan in the pool. Apparently water helps? Maybe it's because water absorbs sunlight and then it hits your skin and you tan faster or something like that. *shrug* So I am home all alone! Not actually. My mama's here. XD She's making me dinner and she took me driving earlier. It's nice. I might go stay with her this weekend. Then we both have to work on Monday. Then I'm hopefully going to hang out with Martin next week sometime.
Speaking of Martin, we kind of had a talk and I made it clear that I didn't want to have sex with him. He told me he would be too shy to try anything anyway. I thought it was really cute. So maybe we won't do anything! And that'd be fine with me. I wouldn't feel guilty that way. And he wouldn't be a cheating boyfriend that way either. Gosh, I feel bad for his girlfriend. I just hope she is cheating on him or something to justify my actions and his. Wow, I am such a terrible person.
*sigh* I don't have much to talk about today.
So I'll talk about books! 'Cause I'm cool like that. ;) I just finished a series that I've been reading for a couple of years (a couple of years because I had to wait for some of the books to come out). The series is called the Demonata. It's amazing! You can guess what it's about. :P Anyway, I just finished it like half an hour ago. I was totally and completely satisfied with the ending. I LOVE IT. I hate the books where you wait and wait and wait for the last one and have the highest expectations and then it finishes like a piece of shit. *cough* Twilight. *cough* Ahem. Anyway it was pretty awesome. Now I'm going to start a book called Jude. This book is also incredible. I've read it before and I lover it.
I've been working on my story quite a bit lately. Like drawing, writing also makes me feel elated and happy. I LOVE IT. <3333 I want to work on it right now! I think I'm really making progress in it. Now I have like 18 pages only, but still. Ahaha. XD You know what's interesting? Writers usually get the opinion of their families or friends on the stories they are working on, but I haven't shared my story with anyone. Not even Anne, who I share everything with. I guess because I want to finish it all the way I want it and then get people's opinions. Although I may end up not changing it at all for them. 'Cause I want it my way. 'Cause it's mine. :D
Well that's my rambling blog for today.
Hope you liked it! *eye roll* :P

Wednesday, July 14, 2010

Story of a Boy

So, today I worked on my last blog a bit, editing it. This is because I didn't have a chance to finish it yesterday since my dad kicked me off of the computer. So I'm going to continue where I left off now.
With Martin.
Warning
Some of the following events may be exaggerated or invented to make up for bad memory.
*magical music from movies to begin a flashback*
Once upon a time, a young girl named Raven (15 years old), was walking through Wal-Mart with her mother. When they were ready to go to the cashier to buy what they had decided to purchase, Raven's mouth dropped open at the sight of the cashier. He was Asian (oh my, was he ever into Asians at this point) and had the sexiest damn hair she had ever laid eyes on. All in all, he was mouthwateringly gorgeous. Obviously though, since Raven was not yet attractive, the cashier didn't give her a second glance.
From then on, Raven would make excuses to go to Wal-Mart, stare dumbfoundedly, and buy everything from that specific cashier. When she went to Wal-Mart and he wasn't working, she would fall into a slump, dragging her feet because she was unable to gaze upon this Asian Angel.
One day, when Raven was in the mall with her friends and her sister, she relayed upon them her thoughts about and visions of this marvelous cashier. Obviously, they instantly wanted to see the angelic phenomenon and Raven was all for it! She led them to Wal-Mart, hoping and wishing that he would be there working. And lo and behold, there he was, bagging items and handling money. Raven's sister, Jessica, gawped at his hair. Raven's friend, Cat, admitted to suddenly becoming attracted to Asians! Raven's other friend, Steph, being extremely outgoing and a little loopy asked, "Why don't you go talk to him?" Eyes rolled, but Steph insisted.
And so a plan was born. The execution of this plan begun with Steph grabbing a package of juice boxes to buy. They entered the cashier's line-up. Raven had to prevent herself from squealing with excitement. Steph bought the juice boxes and then offered one to the cashier, who delightedly accepted. She then asked for his Facebook. The cashier flashed a diamond-dusted smile and said to come back later, when he was on his break. Raven and her gang returned later, only to run into the sexy-haired Asian cashier in an aisle. There, he gave them his email. Did Wal-Mart's temperature suddenly soar? Or was it just Raven?
As soon as Raven got home, she added the cashier (Martin, he had told them), as an msn contact. One day when he was online, she asked for his Facebook and added him. Unfortunately, they never talked much. Raven wasn't surprised, but she was disappointed.
A year passed. Raven was 16 and... pretty? One day when she was on msn, she got a message from Martin saying hi. At this time, she had given up hope on him. So she responded without much enthusiasm and they made some small talk. She asked him if he still worked at Wal-Mart. He didn't. He said: i need another job where i make more money. also where i'll be able to talk to some pretty girls. like you ;) Raven's mouth dropped open and instantly a massive flirting session exploded. After a few months of this, they decided to hang out. Raven's mother refused to let her hang out alone with Martin, so they decided that Raven's friends from when they met Martin would tag along as well. Raven and her sister met up with Martin at Toys R Us and from there they walked to Steph's house. He wasn't as attractive as she remembered, but still quite stunning in her opinion. While Steph got ready, they chilled in her living room. When the rest of Raven's friends arrived, they headed to the mall, where they decided to have a sort of scavenger hunt. Everyone got into pairs and Raven ended up with Martin. During their "scavenging," Martin told Raven she was a 9 out of 10! She hardly believed him, but it was a nice thing to say. Eventually, everyone headed home and that was the end of that.
Martin and Raven began talking a lot more on msn, constantly flirting and acting like a couple of dumb teens. Although Martin wasn't a teen. He was 21.
And then... Martin got a girlfriend.
Raven was devastated. Here was this guy she used to fantasize about being with and he actually finds her attractive and enjoys flirting with her?! Then suddenly to have that taken away? No wonder she was depressed.
Then one day, months after Martin got his girlfriend, Raven messaged him saying hi. Then the flirting resumed??? She felt bad about it, but apparently, his girlfriend had been lying to him and he thought she might be cheating. Raven felt really bad for him, but saw an opportunity. No longer feeling bad about it because of the lying, possibly cheating girlfriend, the flirting continued. Raven decided to be blunt one time and asked if Martin would ever cheat on his girlfriend. Martin replied: i'm not sure... she's been lying to me and ppl suspect her of cheating. i dont know if i feel the same way about her. i mean, the love's still there but i cant trust her. Raven said: there's no relationship without trust. Martin said: true true. besides, there's this other really cool girl. ;)
The End
So basically, I think that I would probably kiss Martin. :S I feel bad doing that to his girlfriend, but I kind of have a crush on him. Haha, well I have for like 2 and half years. XD My friends think he's kind of a perv and don't really like him. But he told me he was nervous when he met them. He is a perv, there's no denying that. But overall he's a good guy. He's funny and cute and flattering. And I like him. :) And it would be like a dream come true because I see many attractive guys and imagine being with them and it never happens, but then suddenly Martin becomes a reality?? It's like magic! Ugh! I'm really in a jam here! I don't want to want to kiss him. BLAHH. :( This situation sucks. And I know everyone's going to tell me to not do it because of his girlfriend, but... but... GRRRRR. I think it may be the same way Anne feels about her ex, Joe. Maybe you can understand that way, Anne? *sigh* This is depressing. We plan to hang out next week sometime. My dad and brother are going to be visiting family while I am staying home alone. I won't be staying with my mom because she will be working all day. So Martin and I planned to get together and go get bubble tea and cream puffs. We'll probably end up chilling at my place too. All I can do is hope he doesn't try to kiss me, because I won't be able to resist.

Tuesday, July 13, 2010

Boys! Boys! Boys!

Yes, this blog is going to be all about boys!
After this one little rant:
So, I've been babysitting for the last couple of weeks and I was told that I would get $210 a week. I was like YEAHHHH!! But so far I've only gotten $60. My "employers" (don't know what else to call them) mentioned paying me slowly or at like the end of the month or something like that, but I wish I could just get the $210 a week. Or even $105 a day would be better! Ahaha, I guess I'm just greedy. :P
Alright now! BOYS!
Here are the boys I'm going to talk about:
1) Jason
2) Nick
3) Brandon
4) Doug
5) Martin
Let us begin!
Jason
Jason is 14 and Philipino. He's quite cute, funny, and charming. His problem, though, is that he's a bit too sensitive and takes things personally. We kind of got in a fight because of that once. It was terrible. :( I ended up crying, but that's because I'm uber sensitive as well. The fight wasn't actually that bad. Luckily it wasn't that awkward because it was over msn. GAWD I HATE IT WHEN THINGS ARE OVER MSN THOUGH. I hate modern technology. Sometimes. Nvm, I love it. Always. Anywho, I kind of had a crush on Jason for a little bit, but I felt ridiculous because he's 3 years my junior. He randomly ran up to me from behind this one time and kissed my cheek and took a picture, then ran away. I was all blushy and dumb. I found out he liked this other girl I know and I was like D:. But now I'm fine and it was all stupid and I was stupid. :DD
Nick
Nick is 20-something and white. He's decent-looking but I don't really find him very attractive. Most would, though. He's really nice and outgoing. I've never actually met him in person, but we started talin gin the comments of one of my bff's Facebook status'. Nick and her, Christine, are neighbours! He occasionally flirts with me, but he denies it because he has a girlfriend. We text quite a bit, me using my iPod touch because I'm phoneless. D: Anyway, I'd like to meet him one day and be friends. :)
Brandon
Brandon is like 19 or 20. I'm not sure which. He's white and cute, but not really my type. He hits on me all the time. I can totally tell he's really into me. He told me I'm cute, nice, and not stuck-up. XD It made me smile, because he's a real sweetie. Although apparently he's a man-whore??? Some of my bffs who know him have told me so. He really doesn't seem the type though. For example, he wants to get married and have kids. He also mentions to me frequently how he wants a girlfriend pretty bad. We haven't physically met either, although I think I've probably seen him in person before at a party or at school (he used to go to my school) before we became friends. Now though, he lives near the US border! Anyway, he often tells me how he wants to chill with me. He said something really sweet once but I don't remember what it was. I promised him a reward and obviously he starts hinting things and I start teasing him because I'm mean like that. :P Eventually he says that he wouldn't try to make me do anything sexual, he just wants a hug or a kiss (kissing is sexual!). So, yeah. He clearly likes me. I don't know if I want to do anything with him though? I have to get to know him in person first.
Doug
Doug's my age and was in my Spanish class. He's white also (why am I saying their nationalities???). He's not that attractive in my eyes, but many would probably find him cute. I like him because he's cool and funny and interesting to talk to. We talk dirty quite a bit with eachother over msn. Not recently though, as he hasn't been online lately. And he let me know straight up that if I wanted he would have sex with me in a second, even though he's a virgin. He just wants my body though, he definitely doesn't like me as a potential girlfriend. And I don't like him that way either, so is'all good!
Martin
*sigh* Where do I begin with this guy? There's a reason why I saved him for last. Anyway, I guess I'll just start from the very beginning...
In my next blog!
BUAHAHAHAA.

Monday, July 12, 2010

DAMMIT

O...M...G
I fackin' wrote a whole blog and it disappeared! Muthafucka!
Screw this. I'll write tomorrow.
>:(
GRRRRRRRRR.
FUCK.

Sunday, July 11, 2010

Boring Junk!

I'm currently waiting for my friends to get here, to my house. We were supposed to meet here at 4:30. But none of the 4 of them are here yet. :( I wonder what's holding them up? *sigh* I'm going to be very upset if they ditch me. We were going to go to English Bay to like tan and stuff, but now I'm not sure we'll be able to go because it's getting pretty late. Ugh. My parents are like: YOU CAN'T GO NOW IT'S LATE STUPID GIRL! Grrr! Well, it's not my fault. They're the ones who are late! But why are none of them here yet??? GRAAAWWRRR. Maddish.
Anyway, today is free slurpee day at 7/11 apparently! My friend, Martin, told me so. It's July 11, so it's the 7th month. Making the day 7/11. So they do it every year. Coolness! Maybe I'll go get some when my friends get here. If they get here. GrrrAAWRR.
Where are they???
*flails angrily*
My dad is watching Memoirs of a Geisha right now. Apparently, he didn't watch it before. I'm not really watching it. I'm just kind of taking glances at it every now and then.
Okay, I just got back from calling my friend Stephanie. Apparently, they are late because they are making food so I don't have to feed them. That's nice. :) Now I feel bad about freaking out, haha.
I wish Anne would blog more. Every day, like me would be good! I love to hear what's happening in her life. And she's a good writer, so it's interesting to read.
In Memoirs of a Geisha right now, the geishas were talking about how showing the wrist gives a man pleasure... and I saw on the Tyra Banks show that the wrist is the most attractive part of a woman to a man, even if he doesn't realize it. The wrist?? Really?? That's so strange! So, ladies, let's start showin' off those wrists. ;D Maybe that's why bracelets were invented. To bring attention to the wrist! OMG I'M A GENIUS.
Being a geisha looks tough and annoying by the way. I have no idea why the girl wants to be one! Plus, they look kinda freaky.
Wow, my blogs are SO BORING.
Well, I have nothing else to say. Haha, my blogs are getting shorter and shorter.
I like tea!
<3

Saturday, July 10, 2010

Short and Sweet

I'm drawing a picture for my sister. It's a character from a manga called Black Butler. I love drawing when I'm inspired. It makes me feel so... exhilirated! I just feel so happy and I constantly want to be drawing. Yes, I want to be drawing now. But I promised myself to blog everyday, so that's what I'm going to do.
I love it when I write too. But currently I have writer's block. It sucks! So every night before I go to sleep I come up with new ideas for my story and basically make it play out like a movie in my head. It works too! I just wish I had a laptop or something so that I could carry my story around with me everywhere. I don't have a lot of time for it because it's on my home computer and my dad is on this computer 24/7. Ughhh. I wonder if I'll ever finish it. NO I WILL. I WILL GET IT PUBLISHED. IT IS A LIFE GOAL OF MINE.
Speaking of life goals, here are some of mine:
1) Finish my book!
2) Get it published.
3) Bitch slap a baboon.
4) Pee on a fire hydrant.
5) Get drunk off liquor-filled chocolates.
6) Come up with more goals...
I saw my cousins today! They live in Nelson, but they had provincial soccer games here so they visited for a couple of hours. It was nice. And we went to this Q-Fest with them or something like that. There was martial arts shows and hula dancing there. I have no idea what the point of it was though. But it was neat. We didn't stay for long though.
Man, I'm hungry.
Tomorrow I'm finally going to hang out with friends this summer! They are some of my best friends too: Steph, Cat, and Christine. I LOVE them. Can't wait to chill with them. :)
Anywayy, gotta go eat dinner and go to church and blahblahblah!
Pce, I'm outty.

Friday, July 9, 2010

Don't Go, Anne

My best friend, Anne, moved from Surrey (where I live) to the Island last year. I think it was last year? But anyway, she made many friends and was happy there and I was glad she was happy! But I still missed her. Then she moved back to the mainland! She now lives in Abbotsford. I mean, it's no Surrey, but she's closer and I was glad that she moved back. And she's happy now too, which obvs makes me really happy again. But she wants to move back to the Island? I guess it kind of confuses me. I mean, I can understand why. There are amazing people there. But aren't there amazing people here too? And isn't she happy here as well? I guess I'm retardedly kind of taking offense a little bit. It's like we're not good enough here. Like I'm not good enough. :( She still sees her other friends from the Island... so I don't know what it is that makes her want to move back there again. To be with them constantly? But then she wouldn't be with me as much. I guess we don't see eachother that much now anyway, but we'd see eachother less if she was on the Island again.. It's like I'm not worth it.
Aha, sorry. I'm being kind of emo. But I guess I just don't want Anne to move so far away again so I'm starting to feel this way... It wasn't impossible to visit her on the Island, but it was never easy. It isn't easy now, but it's wayyyy easier.
Short blog today because of emo-ness. Gonna go eat my feelings now. XD
Love you, Anne. <3

Thursday, July 8, 2010

Randoms

I saw this girl on the bus today. She made me feel ugly. :S She was absolutely gorgeous. And it wasn't just the full lips, big eyes, and silky smooth hair... she also looked really innocent. I'm not sure why, but I saw it in her eyes. They were wide and guiltless. I wish I could look like that. I have more of a bitchy-looking face I think. Clenched jaw, narrowed eyes, slight frown. At least when I'm around strangers. I've just realized lately that I do this subconsciously I think to make up for how tiny I am. It's like I want to prove to people that I'm tough even though I'm small. So I'm like showing that I'm not a whiny pushover. Although crazy bitch isn't much better than whiny pushover. XD But yeah, so this girl really made me think.
Anyway, I have to babysit tomorrow at 8:30 am. Nottt looking forward to it. Arghhh. At least I'll get the dough tomorrow, which makes everyone feel better! $_$ ;D
So I went to the mall today with my sister, Jessica. The first thing we did was go to the bank so that Jess could deposit $180. I am so jealous of her money. D': Wow, haha. That's all I think about. XD After that we went to Zellers and she bought some roll on wax. I suggested it to her while she was looking at the wax, but I've never tried it. It just looked cool in the commercials! I'm such a sucker. We then went to Black Bond Books. Jess bought 3 books: Black Butler 1, 2, and the second Maximum Ride manga. I'm excited to read them. :DD Then we went to a store called Alive Health BlahBlah, where Jess bought Apple Cider Vinegar for her wart and mine. So gross. TT_TT Then we went to Timmy-Ho's! Onii-chan (older sister) got me a BLT! T'was delish. YAY. So I had fun.
Now I'm waiting for her to finish Maximum Ride 2, so that I can read it.
I don't have much to talk about right now. But I'm bored and have nothing else to do! Except watch Family Guy, which I'm doing right now. I guess I could draw. I like to draw pictures of characters from the story ideas I come up with. It helps me get a better idea of the character's appearance and personality for some reason.
You know what, I'm going to go now. I'm sorry for being such a bore! D:

Wednesday, July 7, 2010

Bitchin'

I told my sister to start a blog. She said she wouldn't know what to write and I told her to just write about what she does all day and what goes on in her head. Apparently, it would be something like this:
"Jessica's Blog:
I fed Looper today.
.............."
The End.
So I hate my dad. Almost officially. Here's why (please understand that I exaggerate to make it more interesting, but what is said in these words were portrayed in body language in real life):
ALEDA: Wow, I've had a long day babysitting. I think I'll sit down at the computer, relax, and chat with my friends. :)
DAD: You're on the computer??? WTF. You're on aaaalllll the time. GAWD.
ALEDA: ... You're kidding, right?
DAD: Pff. Fine, I'll just watch Memoirs of a Geisha.
ALEDA: Oh, wait, no. Jess and I were planning to watch it tomorrow. That's fine right? You can watch Nine now.
DAD: NO. I want to watch Memoirs of a Geisha just to piss you off. And I want to piss you off because you're on the computer when I want to be on.
ALEDA: Um... can't you just watch something else?
DAD: No, I can't.
ALEDA: Er... yes, you can.
DAD: *puts on Memoirs of a Geisha*
ALEDA: *winces* Can you turn it down please?
DAD: FUCK NO. IF YOU DON'T LIKE IT, GET THE FUCK OUT.
ALEDA: ... :'( *gets the fuck out*
Come to think of it actually, not much of it was exaggerated. And it's obvious where it is exaggerated. *sigh* Well, that's my dad for ya. :( Can't wait till I move out. I now have a headache from crying.
Anyway, on a brighter note. Babysitting wasn't so bad. Here's how it happened:
9:54 am - I arrive at Rory's. Apparently I get $210 for 2 days a week of work. NAICE. :DD
10:04 am - We head to the swimming pool that is in the complex where Rory lives. She can't swim, so I had to keep an eye on her the whole time. It wasn't very fun. But a couple of her friends arrived so she splashed around with them a little bit.
11:00 am - We exit the pool.
11:30 am - I begin making lunch of mac n' cheese. Rory wanted to put the cheese in and so she got up on her stool and reached over to pour it in. Then her stool slipped from under her so her hands go down to catch her fall. And where do they land? On the hot stove. And the cheese went everywhere. She screamed and cried. *sigh* Rory's parents said it wasn't anyone's fault. It was just an accident. Of course I nod and smile, but it was totally my fault. XD I had put the pot of mac n' cheese on the burner farthest from her so when she slipped her hands obvs went to the hot burner directly beneath her. And she only slipped because she had to reach across to the farthest burner to pour the cheese in. Eheheh... oopsie. :P
11:50 am - We eat lunch! Afterwards we play doctor and other boring stuff.
1:00 pm - We go to the swimming pool again to meet up with Rory's friends. This time I didn't go swimming, which upset Rory a little bit. But my swimsuit was wet and blah and I didn't want to swim with a ton of little kids. :D
2:30 pm - We leave the pool again. At home we watch tv and make puzzles and play boardgames etc. etc. etc.
4:19 pm - The parents return! HALLELUJAH. Rory wanted me to come to the Farmer's Market with them but I was like helllzzz no. srryz. Basically. XD
4:25 pm - They drive me home. :3 Then the shiz with dad happens.
UGH.

Tuesday, July 6, 2010

Just Rambles

I'm making this blog on my sister's laptop because my dad is on the home computer. I don't mind though. But the thing is, when I looked at the amount of comments I had on my two last posts, they said there were 5 comments. But when I clicked on the comments, it went on to a new page where it said 1 comment and only showed mine... it's really retarded! I think it has something to do with this computer because it didn't do that on the other one. Das vierd (that's weird)!
So far all day, all I've done is watch Naruto Shippuden episodes on this laptop. XD Wow, I'm kind of obsessed. I think I'm really excited about it because it's in English now. :DDD Well, some of it is. My dad watched a couple of the Naruto episodes with my brother and I today. He thought Sai's ability (being able to draw pictures and bring them to life) was really cool. Which didn't surprise me, considering my dad is an artist. :P So then when I decided it was about time to stop watching the episodes, he was all, "Aww, I wanted to see him draw more, blahblahblah." LOL. I like how he enjoys Naruto. Mostly. I just wish he would pronounce Naruto's name right. ACK. I'M SUCH A NARUTARD.
Right now I'm feeling really tired. Maybe because I've been staring at a computer screen all day. *sigh* I need to get out and get a life.
Speaking of getting out, tomorrow I have to babysit from 10 am in the morning to around 4 pm in the afternoon. That's going to be such a drag. :( I don't want to get up so early! I got up at like 11:30 again today. I need to stop going to sleep at 2 in the morning. XD At least I'll be making money I guess, which I need! I think I'm going to be taking Rory, the 5-year-old girl I babysit, to the swimming pool. I'm not sure which one though and her parents expect me to take the bus. But I don't know any of the buses and I have busophobia! I'll just talk to them about which one to take and stuff like that I guess. Then I'm working again on Friday from 8:30 am (OMG NOOO) to around 5 pm. Ughhh. No offense to Rory, but she's kind of a bore. But she's sweet and I like her. :)
But why do I need money? BECAUSE I LIKE IT. Aha, that's true, but I do need it if I want to go to Spain after I graduate. I'd be going to World Youth Day. Exciting! Also, I'd be going with Anne. Mega-exciting! So I need to save up money!! Anne's silly though. She wants to buy a cellphone when she needs to be saving up for Spain too. I'm not even letting myself buy stuff from the dollar store! XD I guess her job is more reliable than mine, but I guess I don't really see why she needs a phone? I think I'm just worried that she'll end up spending all of her money on it and other things so she won't be able to go to Spain with me. She's not very good at saving her money. No offense, love! But that would suck! SAVE YOUR MONEY, ANNE. DON'T BUY A PHONE. Just watch, she's totally going to already have one. D:
I talk about Anne a lot... but she never talks about me on her blog. :'( Well, we know who likes who more now!
My mom dropped by my dad's house (where I live) after she finished work today. She had been laid off for like a month, but she just started work again yesterday. She works for HBC, packaging and shipping and shiz like that. Anyway, when I let her in the house, I said hey and then went into my dad's room. I took down the art piece he had jacked and brought it out to my mommy. :) She was all SQUEE. YAYY. LOVE. <3>:(
Ugh, I have a headache. Maybe I'll take Lobo (my puppy [actually he's 10 D:]) for a walk. He gets weak when the walk is too long though. But he could do with the exercise. So could I. :P I need to stop staring at computer and tv screens and GET OUT OF THE HOUSE.
Okay, I'm going to go do that now.
After I pee.
;P

Monday, July 5, 2010

Why????

Apparently I'm the ugliest person on the planet when I cry, according to my siblings at least. I kind of agree with them. :P
Anyway, tears because of this convo I had about 5 minutes ago:
DAD: Well, princess, I'm off to school!
ALEDA: Okay! Oh, by the way, can you bring home a couple of my art pieces? One of which I promised to give to my darling mother ever since Mother's Day?
DAD: Sure! But... uh... one of those pieces has already been here for a week. And I didn't tell you!!!
ALEDA: But I asked you just yesterday to bring them home and you said nada about one of them already being here!
DAD: Oopsie.
ALEDA: Well, where art thou, art piece???
DAD: Hanging in my bedroom.
ALEDA: Don't tell me it's the one I promised to my darling mother...
DAD: Yes! Yes it is!
ALEDA: ... Why?
DAD: Because it's my favouritest art piece of yours that you have ever done!
ALEDA: But it's not even that good... WHY WOULD YOU DO THAT???
DAD: Egads, I don't understand.
ALEDA: I promised it to my darling mother!
DAD: I know.
ALEDA: ...:O THEN WHY WOULD YOU DO THAT???
DAD: Because I want to start a fight between your mother and I! I enjoy fights! Also, I want you to be right smack in the middle of it! MUAHAHAA. Take that, princess!
Okay, he didn't actually say that last part, but you get the drift. That's why I'm pretty upset at the moment.
*sigh*
Now I don't know what to do. I have to tell my mom, but then the fight will ensue. Fuckkk.

Sunday, July 4, 2010

Where's Anne???

I told quite a few of my friends that I had made a blog because I found it boring if no one reads my posts or comments. None of my friends seemed very interested in my pathetic blog and my lack of a life. I don't blame them, to be honest. XD IT'S STILL BORING THOUGH. I guess I'm doing this blog mainly for myself. And Anne. But she hasn't responded to my Facebook message. Where is she?? GRAWR!
I ended up not going to the party last night. I was too tired and had a headache and I just felt blahhhh. Apparently, I didn't miss out on much though.
Well, since I have nothing to talk about, I'll tell you about my day. :) Whoever you are. If there is a you... :'( *cries emo-ly* WHY ARE THERE SO MANY COLOURS??? WHAT ARE YOU TRYING TO TELL ME?!
11:39 am - Woke up.
11:51 am - Got up. Yes, I checked the exact time to tell all of my blog-readers today. Yes. Yes, I am lame.
11:55 am- Ate a wonderful, healthful breakfast of Captain Crunch! My favouritest cereal EVER.
I just realized I use caps lock WAYYY TOO MUCH. I'll stop now. I lied just there. D:
12:07 pm- Put on Alice in Wonderland! Johnny Depp for the win! <3 The original Alice in Wonderland from Disney has NO POINT WHATSOEVER. No matter what you think, Anne. I'm not saying it's not entertaining. It's just not... satisfactory? For me at least. Because I have standards. :D Ouch, I'm sorry about that Anne. That was below the belt.
When she finally reads this, she is going to see her name a lot. XD
2:38 pm - Went and got changed and put my face on, etc. A little late to be getting ready? SMD. 3:09 pm - Played video games! Naruto Ultimate Ninja 3! Oh yeahhh.
3:39 pm - Went to the Bottle Depot with my dad. All of our bottles came to about $28. My dad gave me $5 for helping. Thanks Pops.
4:10 pm - Went to the liquidation store Bianca Amor's. We didn't buy anything.
5:00 pm - Went to mass. Sometimes I like church and sometimes I don't. Today I did. It was nice.
6:00 pm - Came home.
6:10 pm - Went on computer.
7:56 pm - Stopped writing this ridiculous schedule of my day.
Yeah, I'm done. Cheer, hip hip hooray, blahdeeblahdeeblah.
Anyway, my dad bought Memoirs of a Geisha yesterday. I want to see it pretty bad. Who doesn't want to watch a movie about Chinese prostitutes??? But no, instead my dad put on Escape from L.A. Seems pretty stupid so far. And it has Kurt Russell. I don't like him.
But I like Russell Peters!
But not Russell Brand.
I need to stop.
Wow, I act like a TURD when I'm blogging. D:
I want to write more, but I can't really think of what to write. Maybe I'll go continue my story. I was thinking up ideas in church for it. :O Oopsie.
;P

Saturday, July 3, 2010

5 Topics!

Alrighty then. Here I am!
So I am going to try to write a new post every day! Yuppers! I probably won't succeed, but oh well. :D
I am tiiiirreedddd. I woke up at 9:30 today, but laid in bed till around 10. Normally, I would sleep in until like 11:30. But I was woken up! By... I dunno. :S
I like this font... I'm not sure what it is though. Because up in the font box, it just says "font." Weird. Maybe this font is called font! That's too cool for words. *sarcasm*
My dad is watching Lethal Weapon 2 right now. I just saw this girl drowned in water when I took a glimpse. Eerie. Now Mel Gibson is carrying around her sopping wet corpse. Ew.
Anyway, I should talk about something interesting! ...Um... er... uh... Wow, I'm boring as hell. Actually, I don't think hell would be very boring. It certainly wouldn't be fun, but far from boring.
Ugh, I'm boring myself!
Okay Adela, let's come up with some topics for this blog:
1) The Last Airbender. :D
2) Robert Pattinson. >:(
3) The party tonight. ;)
4) My camera.
5) Eating disorders??
That's enough. :P Now, let's start!
1) The Last Airbender was a good movie! I had been looking forward to it a lot, ever since I first saw the trailer when I was in the movie theatres. I remember I was sitting in a seat apart from my siblings because there wasn't enough seats beside either of us for us all to sit. And when the trailer started, I figured out what it was early on because I saw Aang with the arrow on his head. And what did I do? I leaped out of my seat, ran down to where my siblings sat and screamed into their ears. Yes, I was a tad excited. ;) I had never really followed the tv show, but the few episodes I saw of it I loved. I couldn't follow it though, because I didn't have cable when it was on tv. D: Yes, you read it right. You aren't crazy. I loved all the actors that they chose for the movie. Especially for Aang. Noah Ringer is adorable! Now I can't wait for the next one. :DD
2) Robert Pattinson is NOT. ATTRACTIVE. How could anyone think he is??? He was decent in Harry Potter, but now he's a fugly git (wow, I sound British). I took a Famous magazine from the theatre (they are free, I'm not a thief), and it said the most ridiculous thing on the front! First, it had Robert Pattinson's fugtastic face on the cover and the headline was, "Sexiest Man Not Alive." EEEEEEEEEEEWWWWWWWWWWWWWW. I want to bitch slap ol' Robert. Just to send him the message that he is UGLY. Rob, burn in hell. <3
3) Ah, yes. My friend Wendel (cool name, eh?) is having a party tonight. He has one like every month. XD This one is his first pool party though! I have a really nice swimsuit. It's one of those one piece swimsuits that are open in the back and sides. Quite sexy if I do say so myself. ;D But the weather is shittay today. :( I'll probably be going with my friend Stephanie. She is absolutamente gorgeous and awesome. She'll steal all the attention from the guys. D: But I think there is this one guy who might be interested in me? I'm not really interested in him though. Oh, well. At least I'll get some attention. Maybe.
4) I got my camera for Christmas last year. It's a small digital one. And it's red. Very purdy! But... it takes about 10 minutes for it to lose all of it's battery. Even if it had all 4 bars. It's ridiculous! I don't know what's wrong with it, but it's really annoying. Right now it's charging. Along with my i-pod touch (my lovely baby).
5) Eating disorders... I don't know where this topic came from. Anyway, some people think I'm anorexic just because I'm very thin. I can't help it! I just have a really high metabolism. Actually the other day...
ANNE: Wouldn't it be nice to eat whatever you want and not get fat?
ALEDA: *smirk*
ANNE: ...
ALEDA: *smirk*
ANNE: BAHAHAHAHAAAA!
ALEDA: BAHAHAHAHAAAA!
It was pretty funny. :P I'm actually kind of a pig. I always eat junk and crap whenever I want. I don't gain weight, but my skin takes the brunt of it. D: I should really stop. XD Eating disorders.. eating disorders... one of my friends used to have bulimia. It was really stressful for me. I got pretty depressed. But I felt stupid getting depressed because she was depressed and she had more reason to be, but it still upset me. And she wasn't fat at all. *sigh* Bad times.
I'M DONE.
YOU HAPPY?
YES?
ASSHOLE.
;P

Friday, July 2, 2010

First Blog

Hey, there! Thanks for reading my blog! So, this is my first blog. Ever.
And what the heck made me want to start blogging, eh??
Well:
1) I loooovvee writing. I'm actually currently working on a very thrilling novel. I've been working on it for 3 years!
2) I read this book called "serafina67 *urgently requires life*", which is filled with blogs from this girl and it was very entertaining to read.
I wish I could be as interesting as serafina67 was in that book... she had the funniest way of writing things.
And then I wanted to start blogging. Soo... new blog exists now!!
I picked the username Aleda because it means "winged." And my real name is Raven. ;) See what I did there? Didja see that??
Please excuse my dumbtardedness.
Also, can you believe I couldn't think up a username so I actually went to google and looked up names? No? No one could be that dumbtarded? Good. *phew*
I feel like I'm supposed to say some shiz about myself. Hm. Okay.
Some shiz:
1) I'm 17.
2) I don't look 17. I look about 14. TT_TT
3) I love reading!
4) And writing!
5) You already knew that. XD
6) I make lots of emoticon faces, so prepare for that if you are going to read my blogs.
7) ::) <-- alien emoticon
8) I got the alien emoticon from my bff.
9) I love my bff.
10) Her name is Anne.
11) One time she told someone her name and they said, "People are still named Anne nowadays?" When Anne told me this, I thought, "No. But people were still named Anne 17 years ago."
12) I have 1 sister and 1 brother.
13) My sister's name is Jessica.
14) My brother's name is Erik.
15) And my name is Raven. Ohh yeah. ;D Pwned! ...:D
16) My brother is quite a dick. :)
17) My sister isn't. :)
18) She was going to pay for me to go see a movie with her.
19) AND THAT MOVIE WAS THE LAST AIRBENDER. OMG.
20) I liked it. :D
21) I can't wait for the next one.
22) OMG. Robert Pattinson is sooo ew.
23) How could anyone think he is the sexiest man alive???
24) Maybe I should stop before I start rambling.
25) Too late.
Okay, I'm done! Sorry about the rambleness. XD
I thinketh it is time to say goodbye. Do you say goodbye on these things? *checks the book "serafina67 *urgently requires life*"* Nope!
I wonder if anyone is actually going to read this. Nyaa.
;P