Today at school I had a field trip with my P.E. class. We did the Grouse Grind! And it was the hardest thing that I've ever done in my entire life. Climbing that mountain was tough, man! Wow, I climbed a mountain. That sounds cool. :P Anyway, it was also the most I've ever sweated in my whole life. It was nasty. It was dripping down my face, my chest, and my back. It would drip into my eyes, which was annoying. And whenever I whiped my forehead with my head and whipped my hand at the ground, the sweat would splatter because there was so much of it! Ewww. I'm definitely showering tonight. It took me 1 hour and 8 minutes to complete the trail, which was, apparently, a really good time. ;D Go me! IT was harddd though. Also, I started foaming at the mouth! T'was insane! I better be uber toned tomorrow with massive quads. When I reached the top though, since my body had released so many endorphins (the happy chemical) from exercising, I felt so good! It was awesome. And I was totally proud of myself. I'll add some pictures to this blog eventually. Just not now because I have a lot of other stuff I need to do, like my math homework, my photography project, and Nanlar's birthday present.
SO PCE.
Wednesday, September 29, 2010
Monday, September 27, 2010
Complaints
Goals I've completed:
12. Hang out with Christine
48. See The Other Guys
So apparently I have a pinched nerve in my neck. It hurts like a motherfucker to turn it to the right. I have no idea how it happened. One second I was getting changed in my bedroom, and the next second I try to turn my head and almost scream from the pain. I told both my dad and Anne and got different advice from each. I tried pills, massaging, leaning to the left, massaging, a hot water bottle, and massaging. Now I'm going to wait for Jess to get out of the shower and ask her to use my dad's massage unit to massage my neck, shoulders, and spine. Hurry up, Jess!
I'm still sick, too. I'm not having a very good day so far. XD Ugh and it sucks because I can't take my Buckley's cold pills and pain pills at the same time, or so it says on the Buckley's box. But the pains pills don't seem to be working anyway. So I'll take the cold pills next time. *sniff, sniff*
Tomorrow is callbacks. I'm pretty excited. I just hope my fucking neck is better by then! If it's not, I'll snap it myself. Ahaaaa, just kidding. But seriously. STOP HURTING.
This morning (before my neck started hurting), I took my second picture for my series of pictures of the 7 Deadly Sins. Today was envy. I wore a green dress and green makeup and had a rubber snake wrapped around my arm. It's now my Facebook profile picture.
Man, I'm cold. I think I'll go put on some pants and a sweater. XD It looked bright this morning so I put on a tank and a skirt. Now it's all gray and rainy-ish. *quickly changes into ugly black sweatpants, black, pink, and gray socks, and a white sweater* I have no idea why I was so descriptive there.
On Wednesday, I'm going to be doing the Grouse Grind as a field trip in my P.E. class. I've heard from a few people that it's quite difficult. So I'm kind of looking forward to it but at the same time I'm nervous. I'm excited for the ride down the mountain in the gondola! Yay! Ahaha.
HURRY UP AND GET OUT OF THE SHOWER, JESS. I NEED MY NECK MASSAGED. NOWWWW.
I'm hungry. I should eat lunch soon. For breakfast I ate Lucky Charms. I love them. They are soooo gooooddd. Good thing the box is huge because I've been eating them every morning and night.
My neck is seriously pissing me off. Like what the FUCK?! *shoots neck* BLAM. Take that, you whore! Oh, shit. *dies*
12. Hang out with Christine
48. See The Other Guys
So apparently I have a pinched nerve in my neck. It hurts like a motherfucker to turn it to the right. I have no idea how it happened. One second I was getting changed in my bedroom, and the next second I try to turn my head and almost scream from the pain. I told both my dad and Anne and got different advice from each. I tried pills, massaging, leaning to the left, massaging, a hot water bottle, and massaging. Now I'm going to wait for Jess to get out of the shower and ask her to use my dad's massage unit to massage my neck, shoulders, and spine. Hurry up, Jess!
I'm still sick, too. I'm not having a very good day so far. XD Ugh and it sucks because I can't take my Buckley's cold pills and pain pills at the same time, or so it says on the Buckley's box. But the pains pills don't seem to be working anyway. So I'll take the cold pills next time. *sniff, sniff*
Tomorrow is callbacks. I'm pretty excited. I just hope my fucking neck is better by then! If it's not, I'll snap it myself. Ahaaaa, just kidding. But seriously. STOP HURTING.
This morning (before my neck started hurting), I took my second picture for my series of pictures of the 7 Deadly Sins. Today was envy. I wore a green dress and green makeup and had a rubber snake wrapped around my arm. It's now my Facebook profile picture.
Man, I'm cold. I think I'll go put on some pants and a sweater. XD It looked bright this morning so I put on a tank and a skirt. Now it's all gray and rainy-ish. *quickly changes into ugly black sweatpants, black, pink, and gray socks, and a white sweater* I have no idea why I was so descriptive there.
On Wednesday, I'm going to be doing the Grouse Grind as a field trip in my P.E. class. I've heard from a few people that it's quite difficult. So I'm kind of looking forward to it but at the same time I'm nervous. I'm excited for the ride down the mountain in the gondola! Yay! Ahaha.
HURRY UP AND GET OUT OF THE SHOWER, JESS. I NEED MY NECK MASSAGED. NOWWWW.
I'm hungry. I should eat lunch soon. For breakfast I ate Lucky Charms. I love them. They are soooo gooooddd. Good thing the box is huge because I've been eating them every morning and night.
My neck is seriously pissing me off. Like what the FUCK?! *shoots neck* BLAM. Take that, you whore! Oh, shit. *dies*
Friday, September 24, 2010
Monday, September 20, 2010
Callbacks!
Today the callback sheet for theatre was posted! And guess what? I MADE IT! YAYYYYYYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAAYYAYAYYAYAYAYAYIPEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! So on the 28th, I'll be heading to the theatre to do callbacks. ;) Erik and Tanner and Candice all made it too. SWEET. I hope I ace the callbacks. It sounds pretty easy... YAY. This must have meant that my monologue was good! Because there were like 20-30 people on the callback list out of 70! So I must have done well. :) Which means I can act? YEEHEEHEE. I'M SO EXCITED, IF YOU CAN'T TELL.
I got to play volleyball on Talon's team in P.E. today. He was so cute... I think I saw him looking at me? I probably imagined it, but whateverr. X3
I sound sooo full of myself in these blogs. I should stop talking about boys. Tas called me a slut today. :( That must mean I should stop.
I got to play volleyball on Talon's team in P.E. today. He was so cute... I think I saw him looking at me? I probably imagined it, but whateverr. X3
I sound sooo full of myself in these blogs. I should stop talking about boys. Tas called me a slut today. :( That must mean I should stop.
Thursday, September 16, 2010
Audition!
I forgot to talk about my theatre company audition that I did on Tuesday!
I'm gonna make this quick though because I'm really hungry so I want to go eat something. So here we go!
So right after school I went to the theatre and Crystal, Candice, Ashley, Tanner, and Erik were there. Then we did this warm-up thing where we stretched and warmed up our voices and stuff like that. It was pretty neat. I did feel wayy more relaxed after that. Then everyone who was there (around 15 people) went into the back room and waited for our turn to do our monologues. I was like the 11th person to go I think... It was so late. XD So when I went out onto the stage, Mrs. Brazzill and two other girls were sitting in the audience seats. The two other girls were like the stage managers or whatever. So this is how it went down:
MRS. BRAZZILL AND GIRLS: So what are you going to be doing for us today?
ME: Um... a monologue? Haha.
MRS. BRAZZILL AND GIRLS: Why does everyone say that?! *little lols* What's it called?
ME: Betrayal.
MRS. BRAZZILL AND GIRLS: Okay then. On you're own time.
ME: *cough, cough* *does monologue, forgets one part for a little bit but remembers fairly quickly, has good emotion like quavering voice, moves around a bit* *bows when finished*
MRS. BRAZZILL AND GIRLS: Good. Now could you read this sonnet by Shakespeare? It's about blahblahblah.
ME: Sure! *reads perfectly with emotion*
MRS. BRAZZILL AND GIRLS: Very nice. You're very good at reading Shakespearean language.
ME: Thanks. :3
MRS. BRAZZILL AND GIRLS: Now if you had a circus, what would you call it?
ME: Cirque du Awesome.
MRS. BRAZZILL AND GIRLS: Okay so we want you to prance in a circle and introduce us to your circus and tell us what we'll be seeing in it today! Go!
ME: *runs in circle* Welcome, Ladies and Gentlemen, to Cirque du Awesome! Today you'll be seeing the elephants, the clowns, and the tightrope walkers! I hope you enjoy the show! *bows*
MRS. BRAZZILL AND GIRLS: Very good. :) So do you have any talents?
ME: Uh...
MRS. BRAZZILL AND GIRLS: Do any sports?
ME: No.
MRS. BRAZZILL AND GIRLS: Dance?
ME: No.
MRS. BRAZZILL AND GIRLS: Sing?
ME: No.
MRS. BRAZZILL AND GIRLS: Good hand-eye coordination.
ME: Yes!
MRS. BRAZZILL AND GIRLS: So can you juggle?
ME: Well, uh-
MRS. BRAZZILL AND GIRLS: Well, can you throw a ball in the air and catch it?
ME: Yes. *lols*
MRS. BRAZZILL AND GIRLS: Can you do a cartwheel?
ME: Yeah. Well, not a very good one. I mean, I can do one, but it's not excellent...
MRS. BRAZZILL AND GIRLS: Good, because we're going to be doing circus acts this year. *excited*
ME: Awesome!
MRS. BRAZZILL AND GIRLS: Yeah, it is. :D Thank you, that's all. Now could you go call your brother out here?
ME: Sure. XD
So I think I did really good! On my monologue at least. And the Shakespearean sonnet. The circus thing could have been way better. And I seemed like I was underselling myself when they asked about the talents. :S Oh well. So on Monday the callback paper is posted so we can see who comes to callbacks. Then at callbacks everyone goes on stage so Mrs. Brazzill can see how we take direction and stuff like that. I hope I make it! I hope Erik makes it too. Because if only one of us made it that would be really awkward. I'm sure I'll make it in... I mean if Ashley and Cheryl did... I'm a way better actor than them. But there are so many more people who signed up for theatre company this year. >.< Like 70 people signed up! My gawd. So much competition.
Good luck to me!
Wow, that was hardly quick.
I'm gonna make this quick though because I'm really hungry so I want to go eat something. So here we go!
So right after school I went to the theatre and Crystal, Candice, Ashley, Tanner, and Erik were there. Then we did this warm-up thing where we stretched and warmed up our voices and stuff like that. It was pretty neat. I did feel wayy more relaxed after that. Then everyone who was there (around 15 people) went into the back room and waited for our turn to do our monologues. I was like the 11th person to go I think... It was so late. XD So when I went out onto the stage, Mrs. Brazzill and two other girls were sitting in the audience seats. The two other girls were like the stage managers or whatever. So this is how it went down:
MRS. BRAZZILL AND GIRLS: So what are you going to be doing for us today?
ME: Um... a monologue? Haha.
MRS. BRAZZILL AND GIRLS: Why does everyone say that?! *little lols* What's it called?
ME: Betrayal.
MRS. BRAZZILL AND GIRLS: Okay then. On you're own time.
ME: *cough, cough* *does monologue, forgets one part for a little bit but remembers fairly quickly, has good emotion like quavering voice, moves around a bit* *bows when finished*
MRS. BRAZZILL AND GIRLS: Good. Now could you read this sonnet by Shakespeare? It's about blahblahblah.
ME: Sure! *reads perfectly with emotion*
MRS. BRAZZILL AND GIRLS: Very nice. You're very good at reading Shakespearean language.
ME: Thanks. :3
MRS. BRAZZILL AND GIRLS: Now if you had a circus, what would you call it?
ME: Cirque du Awesome.
MRS. BRAZZILL AND GIRLS: Okay so we want you to prance in a circle and introduce us to your circus and tell us what we'll be seeing in it today! Go!
ME: *runs in circle* Welcome, Ladies and Gentlemen, to Cirque du Awesome! Today you'll be seeing the elephants, the clowns, and the tightrope walkers! I hope you enjoy the show! *bows*
MRS. BRAZZILL AND GIRLS: Very good. :) So do you have any talents?
ME: Uh...
MRS. BRAZZILL AND GIRLS: Do any sports?
ME: No.
MRS. BRAZZILL AND GIRLS: Dance?
ME: No.
MRS. BRAZZILL AND GIRLS: Sing?
ME: No.
MRS. BRAZZILL AND GIRLS: Good hand-eye coordination.
ME: Yes!
MRS. BRAZZILL AND GIRLS: So can you juggle?
ME: Well, uh-
MRS. BRAZZILL AND GIRLS: Well, can you throw a ball in the air and catch it?
ME: Yes. *lols*
MRS. BRAZZILL AND GIRLS: Can you do a cartwheel?
ME: Yeah. Well, not a very good one. I mean, I can do one, but it's not excellent...
MRS. BRAZZILL AND GIRLS: Good, because we're going to be doing circus acts this year. *excited*
ME: Awesome!
MRS. BRAZZILL AND GIRLS: Yeah, it is. :D Thank you, that's all. Now could you go call your brother out here?
ME: Sure. XD
So I think I did really good! On my monologue at least. And the Shakespearean sonnet. The circus thing could have been way better. And I seemed like I was underselling myself when they asked about the talents. :S Oh well. So on Monday the callback paper is posted so we can see who comes to callbacks. Then at callbacks everyone goes on stage so Mrs. Brazzill can see how we take direction and stuff like that. I hope I make it! I hope Erik makes it too. Because if only one of us made it that would be really awkward. I'm sure I'll make it in... I mean if Ashley and Cheryl did... I'm a way better actor than them. But there are so many more people who signed up for theatre company this year. >.< Like 70 people signed up! My gawd. So much competition.
Good luck to me!
Wow, that was hardly quick.
Wednesday, September 15, 2010
Boys x100
So... am I more attractive than I think I am? Like seriously. Suddenly I have guys left, right, and center all over me. And I'm not trying to be vain! Or cocky! Or stuck-up or anything! I'm literally stunned. Like WTF. Kay, there's Brandon, Nick, Blake, Mike (sorry, Anne >.<), Martin, Vojtek, Westley, Lucas (just a little bit), and Imtiaz! And I think I'm forgetting some...
So I haven't blogged about Lucas or Imtiaz.
On Saturday night, I went to a party at Wendel's house. There I met Brandon for the first time! He is WAY cuter in person than in pictures! I little short but that's okay.
ME: Can I go to a party tonight?
DAD: Whose?
ME: Wendel's.
DAD: I dunno... Is Brandon gonna be there?
ME: Psh. No. He lives near the US border.
DAD: Oh, okay then.
ME: What difference does it make?
DAD: I don't like him.
ME: You've never met him before.
DAD: He texts you too much. Tell him to shut up and that he's not allowed to date you.
ME: WTF. What about what I want? Did you even think that I may not want to date him? Gawd. Fucktard.
Haha. Exaggerated again. :P So I lied because I knew Brandon was gonna be there. Nyahahaa. But I wanted to meet him so I don't care if my dad is being completely unreasonable.
At the party, I had no booze so it was lame at first. But then I just kind of batted my eyelashes at Lucas and he gave me 3 beers. Also, Amber and Jordan shared their Malibu rum with me. The beer was really good. I never really realized how much I like beer before... but I do! A lot! Also, Lucas told me that whenever he sees me he wants to pick me up because I'm so small. He then picked me up and lifted me above his head. He is STRONG. DAYM. Then when Dezarai, Steph, Lucas and I were all standing in a circle Lucas said he wanted to play this game (he might've made it up?) and it was that you kiss the neck of the person to your left. So I was on his left and Dezarai was on mine. So we did it, haha. Seems silly but we were kinda buzzed.
Imtiaz added me on Facebook a little while ago. I didn't know who he was so I sent him a message asking if I knew him. He replied by saying no, I was just a random add. But we had a lot of mutual friends so I decided to confirm him. He seemed nice. And... he's Wasim's cousin! Wasim is this guy that I had a massive crush on in grade 10. He's so gorgeous. And speaking of Wasim, he changed school's in grade 11. And I was so devastated. And now, HE'S BACK. OMG YESTERDAY HE WAS PUT IN MY MATH CLASS AND I ALMOST FAINTED AT HIS GORGEOUSNESS. I forgot how amazingly attractive he is. Wowwww. Anyway, Imtiaz is from Fiji and is Wasim's cousin! Did I already say that? And we started Facebook messaging and he called me pretty and invited me to play video games with him and Wasim. :P Aha, tempting. 'Cause of Wasim... but I don't think it'll happen. Unfortunately, Imtiaz isn't quite as attractive as Wasim. He's not bad, but... Ugh, I hate being shallow.
So I kind of have a crush on this guy in my P.E. class. His name is Talon and he's really cute. He's also nice and funny and a little crazy. It's cool. ;)
So I haven't blogged about Lucas or Imtiaz.
On Saturday night, I went to a party at Wendel's house. There I met Brandon for the first time! He is WAY cuter in person than in pictures! I little short but that's okay.
ME: Can I go to a party tonight?
DAD: Whose?
ME: Wendel's.
DAD: I dunno... Is Brandon gonna be there?
ME: Psh. No. He lives near the US border.
DAD: Oh, okay then.
ME: What difference does it make?
DAD: I don't like him.
ME: You've never met him before.
DAD: He texts you too much. Tell him to shut up and that he's not allowed to date you.
ME: WTF. What about what I want? Did you even think that I may not want to date him? Gawd. Fucktard.
Haha. Exaggerated again. :P So I lied because I knew Brandon was gonna be there. Nyahahaa. But I wanted to meet him so I don't care if my dad is being completely unreasonable.
At the party, I had no booze so it was lame at first. But then I just kind of batted my eyelashes at Lucas and he gave me 3 beers. Also, Amber and Jordan shared their Malibu rum with me. The beer was really good. I never really realized how much I like beer before... but I do! A lot! Also, Lucas told me that whenever he sees me he wants to pick me up because I'm so small. He then picked me up and lifted me above his head. He is STRONG. DAYM. Then when Dezarai, Steph, Lucas and I were all standing in a circle Lucas said he wanted to play this game (he might've made it up?) and it was that you kiss the neck of the person to your left. So I was on his left and Dezarai was on mine. So we did it, haha. Seems silly but we were kinda buzzed.
Imtiaz added me on Facebook a little while ago. I didn't know who he was so I sent him a message asking if I knew him. He replied by saying no, I was just a random add. But we had a lot of mutual friends so I decided to confirm him. He seemed nice. And... he's Wasim's cousin! Wasim is this guy that I had a massive crush on in grade 10. He's so gorgeous. And speaking of Wasim, he changed school's in grade 11. And I was so devastated. And now, HE'S BACK. OMG YESTERDAY HE WAS PUT IN MY MATH CLASS AND I ALMOST FAINTED AT HIS GORGEOUSNESS. I forgot how amazingly attractive he is. Wowwww. Anyway, Imtiaz is from Fiji and is Wasim's cousin! Did I already say that? And we started Facebook messaging and he called me pretty and invited me to play video games with him and Wasim. :P Aha, tempting. 'Cause of Wasim... but I don't think it'll happen. Unfortunately, Imtiaz isn't quite as attractive as Wasim. He's not bad, but... Ugh, I hate being shallow.
So I kind of have a crush on this guy in my P.E. class. His name is Talon and he's really cute. He's also nice and funny and a little crazy. It's cool. ;)
Friday, September 10, 2010
UUUGGGHHHHHH
Haven't completed any goals. :S I really should work on getting those done rather than just letting them happen by chance.
Tomorrow I'm hopefully going to go get my new glasses. I wonder if square frames will look good on me... I guess I'll have to wait and see. :P
I also need to buy a lock for P.E.. I've been borrowing Hailey's locker and I feel bad using it all the time. >.< Today we did fitness testing. I helped time the grade 9 boys when they were doing the T-test. Some of them fell down. It was funny. :D Also, I gave them tips when they were doing their sit-ups and push-ups. They really suck! HAHAHA. Although I didn't do very well either. For the beep test, I got 7.1. Which is actually really good for me at the beginning of the year. I'll try to get 10 by the end of the year... For sit-ups, I got 44 in a minute. Again, pretty good for the beginning of the semester. I got 24 push-ups. NOT GOOD. Wow, it failed. For some reason my back kept bending. Just like the grade 9's backs were. It was strange because mine doesn't usually do that. My push-ups are normally perfect!!! What happened??? Summer??? Maybe. We'll have to continue the fitness testing on Monday because we didn't finish it.
I had a test in math today. I think I did super good! I'll be surprised if I don't get 100%. I also finished an assignment in class that's due on Monday. :DD Ohh, yeahhh.
Zahra gave me this guy's number the other day... His name is Blake. Zahra told me to text him because he was trying to meet new people. So I texted him and we started talking. Then he asked for my Facebook and I gave it to him. Unfortunately, he isn't attractive! At all! DAMMIT. And he wants to hang out and I feel really terrible because I don't really want to hang out with him because he's not attractive. I'M SO SHALLOW. I'M SUCH A BAD PERSON. But it wouldn't really be possible anyway. Dad would never let me hang out with a guy who he doesn't know by myself. He only lets me hang out with Tanner by myself. >:( But I'm not interested in Tanner! I want to hang out with a guy I like! Like Vojtek... :3
I don't think I'll be able to make it to Spain in the summer. :( I really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really want to go, but I don't have enough money! And I don't think I'll be able to get enough money by the time summer rolls around. It's so depressing. Maybe I'll talk to Shannon about asking her parents to pay for me. >.< I'd feel so bad though. But this is a once in a lifetime experience... UGH. *cries*
When I'm writing my blogs, I often start ranting about stuff and then realized I ranted about it already in my last blog. It's kind of funny. XD
I wanted to go to a party tonight with Steph, Cat, and Amber, but my dad wouldn't let me because it was at someone's house who he didn't know, one of Cat's friends. When I asked him why when he originally said no, he said he didn't have to give me a reason... it was fucking retarded! Like, even the priest said that parents SHOULD DEFINITELY give their kids a reason for their decisions! My parents are really bad parents. Like actually. WHY ARE THEY SO FUCKING DUMB???? FUCK. Anyway, after pestering my dad and bitching at him, he said he didn't want me to go to the party because of Angelia Qiu. She was the girl in my school who was stabbed to death last year. I was like wtf. What does that have to do with anything. And then he said that she was at a party with people she didn't know and that's where it happened. Um... dad? I fucking know my friends! And they don't hang out with murderous bastards! Idiot. I sometimes think he just enjoys saying no to me and watching me suffer. Fucking asshole.
Where is the happy face???
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Actually there is an equal amount of sad faces and happy faces. :DD
Tomorrow I'm hopefully going to go get my new glasses. I wonder if square frames will look good on me... I guess I'll have to wait and see. :P
I also need to buy a lock for P.E.. I've been borrowing Hailey's locker and I feel bad using it all the time. >.< Today we did fitness testing. I helped time the grade 9 boys when they were doing the T-test. Some of them fell down. It was funny. :D Also, I gave them tips when they were doing their sit-ups and push-ups. They really suck! HAHAHA. Although I didn't do very well either. For the beep test, I got 7.1. Which is actually really good for me at the beginning of the year. I'll try to get 10 by the end of the year... For sit-ups, I got 44 in a minute. Again, pretty good for the beginning of the semester. I got 24 push-ups. NOT GOOD. Wow, it failed. For some reason my back kept bending. Just like the grade 9's backs were. It was strange because mine doesn't usually do that. My push-ups are normally perfect!!! What happened??? Summer??? Maybe. We'll have to continue the fitness testing on Monday because we didn't finish it.
I had a test in math today. I think I did super good! I'll be surprised if I don't get 100%. I also finished an assignment in class that's due on Monday. :DD Ohh, yeahhh.
Zahra gave me this guy's number the other day... His name is Blake. Zahra told me to text him because he was trying to meet new people. So I texted him and we started talking. Then he asked for my Facebook and I gave it to him. Unfortunately, he isn't attractive! At all! DAMMIT. And he wants to hang out and I feel really terrible because I don't really want to hang out with him because he's not attractive. I'M SO SHALLOW. I'M SUCH A BAD PERSON. But it wouldn't really be possible anyway. Dad would never let me hang out with a guy who he doesn't know by myself. He only lets me hang out with Tanner by myself. >:( But I'm not interested in Tanner! I want to hang out with a guy I like! Like Vojtek... :3
I don't think I'll be able to make it to Spain in the summer. :( I really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really want to go, but I don't have enough money! And I don't think I'll be able to get enough money by the time summer rolls around. It's so depressing. Maybe I'll talk to Shannon about asking her parents to pay for me. >.< I'd feel so bad though. But this is a once in a lifetime experience... UGH. *cries*
When I'm writing my blogs, I often start ranting about stuff and then realized I ranted about it already in my last blog. It's kind of funny. XD
I wanted to go to a party tonight with Steph, Cat, and Amber, but my dad wouldn't let me because it was at someone's house who he didn't know, one of Cat's friends. When I asked him why when he originally said no, he said he didn't have to give me a reason... it was fucking retarded! Like, even the priest said that parents SHOULD DEFINITELY give their kids a reason for their decisions! My parents are really bad parents. Like actually. WHY ARE THEY SO FUCKING DUMB???? FUCK. Anyway, after pestering my dad and bitching at him, he said he didn't want me to go to the party because of Angelia Qiu. She was the girl in my school who was stabbed to death last year. I was like wtf. What does that have to do with anything. And then he said that she was at a party with people she didn't know and that's where it happened. Um... dad? I fucking know my friends! And they don't hang out with murderous bastards! Idiot. I sometimes think he just enjoys saying no to me and watching me suffer. Fucking asshole.
Where is the happy face???
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Actually there is an equal amount of sad faces and happy faces. :DD
Wednesday, September 8, 2010
Needing a Stressball
Goals I've completed:
2. Hang out with Tanner
Yesterday was my first day of school. My homeroom was in the theatre with Mrs. Brazzill, who is going to be my theatre company director. She's really friendly, bubbly, and funny. I practiced my monologue a couple of times, and I already have most of it memorized. I think it's believable? I can't really tell since it's me doing it. Today, this girl named Cheryl who was in theatre last year told me that she was doing a monologue from the Princess Bride. She also said that Mrs. Brazzill had told her that she would like to see monologues from Shakespeare because apparently we are doing Shakespeare this year. But I don't want to do a monologue from Shakespeare or from a movie because I want to do something that hasn't been done before so there are no comparisons and I can set my own bar.
So this is the monologue I chose:
Tina is angry with her boyfriend, or should I say ex-boyfriend. Her anger and humiliation is so intense that her eyes begin to glaze, but proudly holds back the tears as she gives him a peace of her mind.
Tina: What do you thing you're doing?! I mean as if it wasn't bad enough you asked Ginny out on a date behind my back, but I had to find out about it, from Shannon, who couldn't wait to throw it in my face. I was so humiliated, I could have died! I thought we were supposed to be going out...isn't that what you told me Monday? What ever happened too, "Tina, you're different from other girls," or, "I feel like I can tell you anything", or, "I knew you were special the first time I saw you"? Were you just playing me? What do you want from me? (Pause) No! You know what? I don't even care...this whole thing was just a pathetic lie to satisfy your ego, wasn't it?...I mean you didn't even have the decency to break it off before you jumped into something else. I can't believe I fell for the whole honesty routine...Just leave, I can't even look at you, you make me sick (Pause) Please, just leave!...O.K...I admit it, you got me, so take your little trophy, add me to your collection and get out of my life!
I think I'm pretty good at sounding upset, angry, exasperated, etc. 'Cause I have a lot of practice. :P So this is a good choice for me in my opinion.
Today was my second day of school. My first class was Math with Mr. Kerkhoven, who I love! He's my favouritest math teacher ever! I'm so glad I got him for grade 12. He gave us work today though. >:( We don't HAVE to do it though. But it's review, so we should. I have two friends in this class: Pardeep and Jen. Unfortunately, there's a seating plan so I don't sit beside either of them.
My next class was P.E. 12 with Mr. Vandop. I also have two friends in this class: Silva and Hayley. Unfortunately, they are friends with each other so they will most likely choose each other for the teaching assignment. And then I'd be partnerless... I don't want to be stuck with someone I don't know. D: Hopefully we can make a group of three. Last year I did, but that was because there was an odd number of people in the class. I should count the people in my class tomorrow...
After that was lunch and my friends and I ate in the same place that we have sat since grade 8. It's great. :D
Then I had Geography 12 with Ms. Ackroyd. I have tons of friends in this class! There's Sarah, Maggie, Taryn, Jai, Daniela, and Nanlar (YAY!)!!!! This class is apparently a lot like Earth Science... which is... um... not what I wanted. I wanted to be colouring in maps. Haha! XD And at the beginning of the class, Ms. Ackroyd said, "If you joined this class just so that you'd be drawing maps the whole time, you're going to be very disappointed!" I was like, "Dammit!"
Next, I had Visual Arts: Media Arts 12, which is photography with Mrs. Muti, who was on maturnity leave last year. I also have a ton of friends in this class! They are Meaghan, Tas, Jimmy, Hayley, Crystal, and Candice. :3 We didn't learn anything about this class because we had an assembly.
The assembly was disturbing. There is so much shit that grade 12's need to do to graduate. I want to get a job, but I don't think I'll be able to with all of the crap I have to do! ALL of my classes sounds intense and pretty much homework-driven, I have theatre company which takes up a HUGE amount of time, I have my grad transitions package to do, and I have all the other grad stuff! How could I possibly manage all of that AND a job??? My mom suggested I just get a weekend job, but I think I'd need the weekends for rest and to catch up on everything! Man, this year is going to be stressful. I can tell already. I hope I can get a 4.0 GPA again. Last year I almost didn't. And grade 12 is undeniably tougher.
Sighhh, I just need to keep my head on straight. And study a lot. And practice a lot. And... ARRRGHHHHHH.
2. Hang out with Tanner
Yesterday was my first day of school. My homeroom was in the theatre with Mrs. Brazzill, who is going to be my theatre company director. She's really friendly, bubbly, and funny. I practiced my monologue a couple of times, and I already have most of it memorized. I think it's believable? I can't really tell since it's me doing it. Today, this girl named Cheryl who was in theatre last year told me that she was doing a monologue from the Princess Bride. She also said that Mrs. Brazzill had told her that she would like to see monologues from Shakespeare because apparently we are doing Shakespeare this year. But I don't want to do a monologue from Shakespeare or from a movie because I want to do something that hasn't been done before so there are no comparisons and I can set my own bar.
So this is the monologue I chose:
Tina is angry with her boyfriend, or should I say ex-boyfriend. Her anger and humiliation is so intense that her eyes begin to glaze, but proudly holds back the tears as she gives him a peace of her mind.
Tina: What do you thing you're doing?! I mean as if it wasn't bad enough you asked Ginny out on a date behind my back, but I had to find out about it, from Shannon, who couldn't wait to throw it in my face. I was so humiliated, I could have died! I thought we were supposed to be going out...isn't that what you told me Monday? What ever happened too, "Tina, you're different from other girls," or, "I feel like I can tell you anything", or, "I knew you were special the first time I saw you"? Were you just playing me? What do you want from me? (Pause) No! You know what? I don't even care...this whole thing was just a pathetic lie to satisfy your ego, wasn't it?...I mean you didn't even have the decency to break it off before you jumped into something else. I can't believe I fell for the whole honesty routine...Just leave, I can't even look at you, you make me sick (Pause) Please, just leave!...O.K...I admit it, you got me, so take your little trophy, add me to your collection and get out of my life!
I think I'm pretty good at sounding upset, angry, exasperated, etc. 'Cause I have a lot of practice. :P So this is a good choice for me in my opinion.
Today was my second day of school. My first class was Math with Mr. Kerkhoven, who I love! He's my favouritest math teacher ever! I'm so glad I got him for grade 12. He gave us work today though. >:( We don't HAVE to do it though. But it's review, so we should. I have two friends in this class: Pardeep and Jen. Unfortunately, there's a seating plan so I don't sit beside either of them.
My next class was P.E. 12 with Mr. Vandop. I also have two friends in this class: Silva and Hayley. Unfortunately, they are friends with each other so they will most likely choose each other for the teaching assignment. And then I'd be partnerless... I don't want to be stuck with someone I don't know. D: Hopefully we can make a group of three. Last year I did, but that was because there was an odd number of people in the class. I should count the people in my class tomorrow...
After that was lunch and my friends and I ate in the same place that we have sat since grade 8. It's great. :D
Then I had Geography 12 with Ms. Ackroyd. I have tons of friends in this class! There's Sarah, Maggie, Taryn, Jai, Daniela, and Nanlar (YAY!)!!!! This class is apparently a lot like Earth Science... which is... um... not what I wanted. I wanted to be colouring in maps. Haha! XD And at the beginning of the class, Ms. Ackroyd said, "If you joined this class just so that you'd be drawing maps the whole time, you're going to be very disappointed!" I was like, "Dammit!"
Next, I had Visual Arts: Media Arts 12, which is photography with Mrs. Muti, who was on maturnity leave last year. I also have a ton of friends in this class! They are Meaghan, Tas, Jimmy, Hayley, Crystal, and Candice. :3 We didn't learn anything about this class because we had an assembly.
The assembly was disturbing. There is so much shit that grade 12's need to do to graduate. I want to get a job, but I don't think I'll be able to with all of the crap I have to do! ALL of my classes sounds intense and pretty much homework-driven, I have theatre company which takes up a HUGE amount of time, I have my grad transitions package to do, and I have all the other grad stuff! How could I possibly manage all of that AND a job??? My mom suggested I just get a weekend job, but I think I'd need the weekends for rest and to catch up on everything! Man, this year is going to be stressful. I can tell already. I hope I can get a 4.0 GPA again. Last year I almost didn't. And grade 12 is undeniably tougher.
Sighhh, I just need to keep my head on straight. And study a lot. And practice a lot. And... ARRRGHHHHHH.
Monday, September 6, 2010
Cool and Clean!
Goals I've completed:
59. Get haircut
O...M...G... I have school tomorrow! Today is my last day of my last summer vacation! And it's a pretty shitty day... The weather is gross. >:( I only have school for an hour tomorrow. Hopefully I'll hang out with friends afterwards.
I really want to see Nanlar. I miss her a lot. I phoned her on Saturday to ask if she wanted to go to Splashdown with me on Sunday. She doesn't like water, but I thought I'd ask her anyway. :P I wasn't surprised when she wasn't very enthusiastic about it though. Haha! So I phoned Tanner to see if he could go with me because we haven't hung out yet this summer. He didn't answer though, so I phoned Taryn and she came with me! I was glad she could come on such short notice. It was my first time at Splashdown. AND IT WAS AWESOME. I had so much fun. And Taryn and I had a good talk. :) About stuff... haha! My favourite slides were the Whipper Snapper, the River Run, and I don't know the name to the last one, which is the tall black and yellow one. Taryn and I closed my eyes on the nameless one which was really fun! Also, Erik and his friend Dynell (I don't know how to spell it XD) came and we made a huge train on the River Run, even though you weren't supposed to. ;) Naughty naughty! Dynell slept over last night. Then I raced him in Need for Speed this morning and totally pwned him. I pwn everyone in that game though.
I got a haircut today! I got 3 inches cut off and layers and I got it thinned. I also got the lady to fix my bangs because they were looking pretty gay. It feels a lot lighter now that it's been thinned.
I need to go get my new glasses soon. Hopefully next weekend.
I also really need to start working on my monologue for Theatre Company. Damn! I haven't been working on it because I don't really want anyone to be home when I do so that I can practice. But Erik and my dad just got home from being out. And I was home alone. SHIT. Oh, well. I'll start working on it tomorrow. The auditions are next week I think... I get nervous thinking about it. Auditioning. I've never auditioned for anything before in my life. I'm totally been spamming my friends in Theatre Company, demanding tips and such. Hahaha! Wow, I'm such a loser.
Zahra gave me this guys number... just randomly. She was like "Wanna meet a guy??? Here's his number!" It was so strange, haha! His name is Blake. I texted him and we started talking. Apparently, Zahra gave me his number because he wants to meet people. That made more sense. He lives in Abbotsford! And he knows Jenn and Kirin! I told him my best friend's name was Anne and he asked if she was friends with Jenn and Kirin and I was like omg yeah! and then he said he hadn't met Anne but Kirin had talked about her before. So I thought it was neat and coincidental. Also, he has a car. ;) He's 18. I hope he's attractive... I should ask for his Facebook.
My back is hurting. I need a massage. :( Well, I'm going to go on Facebook now. And then go watch the sixth Harry Potter.
Pce!
59. Get haircut
O...M...G... I have school tomorrow! Today is my last day of my last summer vacation! And it's a pretty shitty day... The weather is gross. >:( I only have school for an hour tomorrow. Hopefully I'll hang out with friends afterwards.
I really want to see Nanlar. I miss her a lot. I phoned her on Saturday to ask if she wanted to go to Splashdown with me on Sunday. She doesn't like water, but I thought I'd ask her anyway. :P I wasn't surprised when she wasn't very enthusiastic about it though. Haha! So I phoned Tanner to see if he could go with me because we haven't hung out yet this summer. He didn't answer though, so I phoned Taryn and she came with me! I was glad she could come on such short notice. It was my first time at Splashdown. AND IT WAS AWESOME. I had so much fun. And Taryn and I had a good talk. :) About stuff... haha! My favourite slides were the Whipper Snapper, the River Run, and I don't know the name to the last one, which is the tall black and yellow one. Taryn and I closed my eyes on the nameless one which was really fun! Also, Erik and his friend Dynell (I don't know how to spell it XD) came and we made a huge train on the River Run, even though you weren't supposed to. ;) Naughty naughty! Dynell slept over last night. Then I raced him in Need for Speed this morning and totally pwned him. I pwn everyone in that game though.
I got a haircut today! I got 3 inches cut off and layers and I got it thinned. I also got the lady to fix my bangs because they were looking pretty gay. It feels a lot lighter now that it's been thinned.
I need to go get my new glasses soon. Hopefully next weekend.
I also really need to start working on my monologue for Theatre Company. Damn! I haven't been working on it because I don't really want anyone to be home when I do so that I can practice. But Erik and my dad just got home from being out. And I was home alone. SHIT. Oh, well. I'll start working on it tomorrow. The auditions are next week I think... I get nervous thinking about it. Auditioning. I've never auditioned for anything before in my life. I'm totally been spamming my friends in Theatre Company, demanding tips and such. Hahaha! Wow, I'm such a loser.
Zahra gave me this guys number... just randomly. She was like "Wanna meet a guy??? Here's his number!" It was so strange, haha! His name is Blake. I texted him and we started talking. Apparently, Zahra gave me his number because he wants to meet people. That made more sense. He lives in Abbotsford! And he knows Jenn and Kirin! I told him my best friend's name was Anne and he asked if she was friends with Jenn and Kirin and I was like omg yeah! and then he said he hadn't met Anne but Kirin had talked about her before. So I thought it was neat and coincidental. Also, he has a car. ;) He's 18. I hope he's attractive... I should ask for his Facebook.
My back is hurting. I need a massage. :( Well, I'm going to go on Facebook now. And then go watch the sixth Harry Potter.
Pce!
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