Le Gasp!

Yesterday at around 3:45pm, I met Cat, Mark (her boyfriend), Amanda (Marks's bff), and Kevin (a friend of Amanda's) at the roller hockey place near Surrey Central. From there, we went to Holland Park, where Mark, Amanda, and Kevin had a snowball fight while Cat and I chatted and laughed at whoever got a snowball in the face. After a little while, everyone but Cat and I were really cold so we headed to McDonald's to warm up with some free coffee. I had just had a coffee, so I told Cat not to get me one, but she got me one anyway. XD She also got some fries for us. At 4:50, I left because I had to babysit at 5:00.

When I got there, Rory and I looked at her school planner for a while and then played with her musical instruments until dinner. We made mini pizzas and then I plopped her in front of the tv while she ate. While she was watching tv, I called my mom to tell her about my plans for the night.

I told her that I was working until 11 and then Zach would pick me up. We would then drive out to Cloverdale to Amanda's house (random fact: Cat told me Zach has had sex with Amanda). We would chill there until 1:00am and then Zach would drive me back to my mom's place. My mom agreed to the plan. I then had to talk to Zach, who I had been texting earlier about the plan to confirm everything. He confirmed easily enough.

So at 8, I put Rory to bed and went and napped for an hour. So I basically lay on the couch and napped/watched tv until 11. Which came and went. Zach was waiting for me in Steph's parking lot, which is across the street, but Rory's parents weren't home yet. I called them at around 11:20 and they said they were only just leaving and it would take them around 20 minutes to get back. It took them 30 minutes of course. But I got $60 and a painting that they didn't want. I then hurried to Zach and we sped off towards Cloverdale.

We got there at 12:16 and walked in on everyone playing Stripopoly. Cat was the only one fully clothed. XD Mark made me a drink with 10% Jack Daniel's and 90% Coke, but it tasted like ass so I gave it back to him. Amanda let me have the second half of her beer. She's really nice even though I don't know her very well.

We didn't do much there but we still lost track of time. It was a little before 1:30am before we noticed what time it was. We left then and Zach drove me back to my mom's place. We got kind of lost because both of us are really bad with directions. Luckily, he used the GPS app he has on his iPhone.

We finally made it a little after 2:00. He turned off his car and said he wanted to get out to give me a proper hug. I kind of had an idea of what was coming. So he walked over to my side of the car and we hugged. Then, not letting go, I looked up at him and he looked down at me and then our lips just kind of connected. Next thing I know, we're making out right in front of my mom's place. This was the first time I've made out sober, but it was kind of the same as being drunk anyway. The only thing I was aware of was how his mouth felt on mine. Not where my hands were, where his hands were, or how cold it was. To be honest, he wasn't an amazing kisser, but I don't think I was really great either so whatever. :P I pulled away after like 10 seconds because of many reasons actually, including 1)We were right in front of where my mom lived, 2) There was someone outside earlier so he might have still been around (I'm not a fan of the PDA apparently), 3) I was already late, and 4) I kind of wanted to seem like a bit of a mystery still. ;P

Zach then smiled at me and asked when I was free next. I shrugged and laughed a little, looking down. He put his forehead against mine, and that's when I said, "I'm already late," because I knew he wanted to kiss me again. He immediately let go, apologizing. I said a quick bye and then hurried off.

I can't really describe how I felt afterwards... I wasn't elated or euphoric at all. I actually felt kind of depressed. Why? I have no idea. Like I literally can't think of any reason why I'd be sad at all. Maybe my period's coming and I'm having mood swings or something. XD