UUUGGGHHHHHH

Haven't completed any goals. :S I really should work on getting those done rather than just letting them happen by chance.

Tomorrow I'm hopefully going to go get my new glasses. I wonder if square frames will look good on me... I guess I'll have to wait and see. :P

I also need to buy a lock for P.E.. I've been borrowing Hailey's locker and I feel bad using it all the time. >.< Today we did fitness testing. I helped time the grade 9 boys when they were doing the T-test. Some of them fell down. It was funny. :D Also, I gave them tips when they were doing their sit-ups and push-ups. They really suck! HAHAHA. Although I didn't do very well either. For the beep test, I got 7.1. Which is actually really good for me at the beginning of the year. I'll try to get 10 by the end of the year... For sit-ups, I got 44 in a minute. Again, pretty good for the beginning of the semester. I got 24 push-ups. NOT GOOD. Wow, it failed. For some reason my back kept bending. Just like the grade 9's backs were. It was strange because mine doesn't usually do that. My push-ups are normally perfect!!! What happened??? Summer??? Maybe. We'll have to continue the fitness testing on Monday because we didn't finish it.

I had a test in math today. I think I did super good! I'll be surprised if I don't get 100%. I also finished an assignment in class that's due on Monday. :DD Ohh, yeahhh.

Zahra gave me this guy's number the other day... His name is Blake. Zahra told me to text him because he was trying to meet new people. So I texted him and we started talking. Then he asked for my Facebook and I gave it to him. Unfortunately, he isn't attractive! At all! DAMMIT. And he wants to hang out and I feel really terrible because I don't really want to hang out with him because he's not attractive. I'M SO SHALLOW. I'M SUCH A BAD PERSON. But it wouldn't really be possible anyway. Dad would never let me hang out with a guy who he doesn't know by myself. He only lets me hang out with Tanner by myself. >:( But I'm not interested in Tanner! I want to hang out with a guy I like! Like Vojtek... :3

I don't think I'll be able to make it to Spain in the summer. :( I really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really want to go, but I don't have enough money! And I don't think I'll be able to get enough money by the time summer rolls around. It's so depressing. Maybe I'll talk to Shannon about asking her parents to pay for me. >.< I'd feel so bad though. But this is a once in a lifetime experience... UGH. *cries*

When I'm writing my blogs, I often start ranting about stuff and then realized I ranted about it already in my last blog. It's kind of funny. XD

I wanted to go to a party tonight with Steph, Cat, and Amber, but my dad wouldn't let me because it was at someone's house who he didn't know, one of Cat's friends. When I asked him why when he originally said no, he said he didn't have to give me a reason... it was fucking retarded! Like, even the priest said that parents SHOULD DEFINITELY give their kids a reason for their decisions! My parents are really bad parents. Like actually. WHY ARE THEY SO FUCKING DUMB???? FUCK. Anyway, after pestering my dad and bitching at him, he said he didn't want me to go to the party because of Angelia Qiu. She was the girl in my school who was stabbed to death last year. I was like wtf. What does that have to do with anything. And then he said that she was at a party with people she didn't know and that's where it happened. Um... dad? I fucking know my friends! And they don't hang out with murderous bastards! Idiot. I sometimes think he just enjoys saying no to me and watching me suffer. Fucking asshole.

Where is the happy face???
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Actually there is an equal amount of sad faces and happy faces. :DD