Story of a Boy

So, today I worked on my last blog a bit, editing it. This is because I didn't have a chance to finish it yesterday since my dad kicked me off of the computer. So I'm going to continue where I left off now.
With Martin.
Warning
Some of the following events may be exaggerated or invented to make up for bad memory.
*magical music from movies to begin a flashback*
Once upon a time, a young girl named Raven (15 years old), was walking through Wal-Mart with her mother. When they were ready to go to the cashier to buy what they had decided to purchase, Raven's mouth dropped open at the sight of the cashier. He was Asian (oh my, was he ever into Asians at this point) and had the sexiest damn hair she had ever laid eyes on. All in all, he was mouthwateringly gorgeous. Obviously though, since Raven was not yet attractive, the cashier didn't give her a second glance.
From then on, Raven would make excuses to go to Wal-Mart, stare dumbfoundedly, and buy everything from that specific cashier. When she went to Wal-Mart and he wasn't working, she would fall into a slump, dragging her feet because she was unable to gaze upon this Asian Angel.
One day, when Raven was in the mall with her friends and her sister, she relayed upon them her thoughts about and visions of this marvelous cashier. Obviously, they instantly wanted to see the angelic phenomenon and Raven was all for it! She led them to Wal-Mart, hoping and wishing that he would be there working. And lo and behold, there he was, bagging items and handling money. Raven's sister, Jessica, gawped at his hair. Raven's friend, Cat, admitted to suddenly becoming attracted to Asians! Raven's other friend, Steph, being extremely outgoing and a little loopy asked, "Why don't you go talk to him?" Eyes rolled, but Steph insisted.
And so a plan was born. The execution of this plan begun with Steph grabbing a package of juice boxes to buy. They entered the cashier's line-up. Raven had to prevent herself from squealing with excitement. Steph bought the juice boxes and then offered one to the cashier, who delightedly accepted. She then asked for his Facebook. The cashier flashed a diamond-dusted smile and said to come back later, when he was on his break. Raven and her gang returned later, only to run into the sexy-haired Asian cashier in an aisle. There, he gave them his email. Did Wal-Mart's temperature suddenly soar? Or was it just Raven?
As soon as Raven got home, she added the cashier (Martin, he had told them), as an msn contact. One day when he was online, she asked for his Facebook and added him. Unfortunately, they never talked much. Raven wasn't surprised, but she was disappointed.
A year passed. Raven was 16 and... pretty? One day when she was on msn, she got a message from Martin saying hi. At this time, she had given up hope on him. So she responded without much enthusiasm and they made some small talk. She asked him if he still worked at Wal-Mart. He didn't. He said: i need another job where i make more money. also where i'll be able to talk to some pretty girls. like you ;) Raven's mouth dropped open and instantly a massive flirting session exploded. After a few months of this, they decided to hang out. Raven's mother refused to let her hang out alone with Martin, so they decided that Raven's friends from when they met Martin would tag along as well. Raven and her sister met up with Martin at Toys R Us and from there they walked to Steph's house. He wasn't as attractive as she remembered, but still quite stunning in her opinion. While Steph got ready, they chilled in her living room. When the rest of Raven's friends arrived, they headed to the mall, where they decided to have a sort of scavenger hunt. Everyone got into pairs and Raven ended up with Martin. During their "scavenging," Martin told Raven she was a 9 out of 10! She hardly believed him, but it was a nice thing to say. Eventually, everyone headed home and that was the end of that.
Martin and Raven began talking a lot more on msn, constantly flirting and acting like a couple of dumb teens. Although Martin wasn't a teen. He was 21.
And then... Martin got a girlfriend.
Raven was devastated. Here was this guy she used to fantasize about being with and he actually finds her attractive and enjoys flirting with her?! Then suddenly to have that taken away? No wonder she was depressed.
Then one day, months after Martin got his girlfriend, Raven messaged him saying hi. Then the flirting resumed??? She felt bad about it, but apparently, his girlfriend had been lying to him and he thought she might be cheating. Raven felt really bad for him, but saw an opportunity. No longer feeling bad about it because of the lying, possibly cheating girlfriend, the flirting continued. Raven decided to be blunt one time and asked if Martin would ever cheat on his girlfriend. Martin replied: i'm not sure... she's been lying to me and ppl suspect her of cheating. i dont know if i feel the same way about her. i mean, the love's still there but i cant trust her. Raven said: there's no relationship without trust. Martin said: true true. besides, there's this other really cool girl. ;)
The End
So basically, I think that I would probably kiss Martin. :S I feel bad doing that to his girlfriend, but I kind of have a crush on him. Haha, well I have for like 2 and half years. XD My friends think he's kind of a perv and don't really like him. But he told me he was nervous when he met them. He is a perv, there's no denying that. But overall he's a good guy. He's funny and cute and flattering. And I like him. :) And it would be like a dream come true because I see many attractive guys and imagine being with them and it never happens, but then suddenly Martin becomes a reality?? It's like magic! Ugh! I'm really in a jam here! I don't want to want to kiss him. BLAHH. :( This situation sucks. And I know everyone's going to tell me to not do it because of his girlfriend, but... but... GRRRRR. I think it may be the same way Anne feels about her ex, Joe. Maybe you can understand that way, Anne? *sigh* This is depressing. We plan to hang out next week sometime. My dad and brother are going to be visiting family while I am staying home alone. I won't be staying with my mom because she will be working all day. So Martin and I planned to get together and go get bubble tea and cream puffs. We'll probably end up chilling at my place too. All I can do is hope he doesn't try to kiss me, because I won't be able to resist.